The worlddddd

Everybody has their days

2010-05-24T16:13:00.004+08:00

It's been a while since I blogged and a while really means a while.
It's like a super long hiatus. As usual the only reason for my disappearing
act is of cos most of my time span, my youth, my loss of other times is solely
becos of S C H O O L :D

So yeah few updates (btw the reason I'm updating cos I have no paper today and
also tomoro and my last paper is Malay Paper 1on Weds and I don't know what to
study, I think I am crazy but yeah I don't know what I should study. And I am currently bored to tears already since Teevee has been terrorised by parents. I
have a deprived and sad life, tsktsk)

Firstly, I've gotten an A for PW! Give me an A, A A A A. -.-
Anyways, the cohort made a new history cos we gotten 80% A's and we owned last
year's batch. Muahahhaha, I love that fact since they did so well for A levels,
so we really need a thing to own them. Hahha, I realised it's such an old news,
but then again, when you're bored, raking up past history and glory doesn't hurt
at all lol. Anyways that aside, I am very contented with an A cos I've fought
worked with you can say some difficult people and we managed to put some
differences and ego aside and managed to pull it through, so congkak people ftw!
LOl, and now speaking of PW, it undeniably the painful phase and I wished I could
get it done and over with, but then when you're going through other shits now,
I kinda missing the PW phases where all you can think off is the WR then the OP
then what to say, what to do, what to write, the proves, evidences etc.
Woah, so not fun, but then again, I miss those times <3
Esp during the OP phase where my whole awesome classmates took the AVA like our
own homes, did karaoke sessions there (omgosh, yes we did) and practiced OP
like there's no really tomoro. Woah those good times. When we still using love
letters instead of text messages <3

Next up, I stepped down from my most horrendously awesome CCA. Yes it can be bad
but at times, you wished you never stepped down bcos of the awesome company you
have. Yes, our CCA may seem to be not the best than other CCAs and always perform
and perform like there's no other things, but this CCA taught me the meaning of
commitments and priority :) And it really shows me when to have fun and when to
get serious shit in life :D Not forgetting all the awesome people I've met, joked,
talked, joked and shared secrets with. They're really awesome and I really miss
them :D So please say that we're having an outing like sooon cos it's really nice
to get together with people you love and share all the memories.
SRJC-CHORALE is missed and you guys are awesome *loves*

So now, everyone has their own sets of problems well so do I.
Recently, I had problems/politics with this set of people whom sadly I addressed
as friends. So yeah, sadly, I was kept in the dark about what they were not happy
about me in terms of study (but for fcuk sake, it was quite lame, but then again
do not underestimate human capability, lol. So once I knew about it plus with
constant change of attitude I received from them (sadly cold from them), I decided
to kinda go astray from them, then they realised and we tried confronting (in a
good way) and thrashed things out. Sadly, instead of making things a little better,
I guess it went to its worst cos we are not in talking terms although I thought
we were good lol. Maybe to me, I wasn't prepared yet to talk to my disappointments,
who is not sad/ taken aback that people who thought were there and were your
friends were actually talking behind your backs and you didn't know and you were
kept in the dark all this while. Furthermore they were unhappy and they didn't say it in your face (which I concluded it's better to like know now than then kinda
thing. Hahaha, like the Malay word to express this is 'Tergamak kau', (the drama
begins then the lights and all lol). So yeah, people have their own sets of
problems, and I guess not being in good terms with people who I thought were my
good friends and not rectifying it is quite a problem.

Then again, I asked myself, is it my ego that brought us down, as in by raking
that I know a lot other things too and not saying them out may be a mistake.
Hahah, but seriously, when all those comes to the same conclusion who is the
mastermind of all plans, who is the blind follower, how I not believe when I kinda
feel the same way too. But then again, why should I rectify it when I don't keep
things in the dark from my friends right. I don't talk behind my friends' back
right? Haha, on top of that, one of them (who I thought you were mny friend,
seriously like fcuk) said she preferred to be with someone else than me when I
thought the 3 friend thingy include us in the picture. Woah, it sounds complicated
so for now, let's ignore cos one, I don't have the will yet to face and have a
decent conversation with my disappointments and second, it looks like we seem not
to care of making it better so why bother. I doubt any of them read, or if they do
then hahah welcome to my perspective. :D

So yeah, but then again I realised everyone has their own sets of problems
and I am no exception. This makes me a normal human being :D with so called friend
problem I guess time management and family's expectations and commitments are
becoming quite a glaring issue too to me. So I conclude, everyone is not free from
problems, big or small. All we need is the little positivity in life and see it
in a different light. I guess now the meaning of life is starting to make sense as
you grow older. Haha (no, 18 is still peanuts, and for the record, I haven't
turn 18 lol)

That aside, Jasper said to include his name so yeah JASPER! thanks for being there
virtually for me (thought text and MSN). Yes, June's coming so we shall meet lol
and again thanks you rock! Is this enough, devoting 3 lines to you? lol
ANDDDDDDDDDDDDD, I miss sec sch people. Hoping for a meetup with them this
coming holiday :D :D :D

ANDDDDDDDDDDDDD, I hope I will study for Malay Paper 1 tomoro although I don't know
what and how to study lol. And that sums up my long post for my return :D

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Eeenie Meenie

2010-04-11T19:38:00.002+08:00

This has been the longest break that I have taken from updating my blog.
GOSH, I really ignored my blog.
Well, to be honest, life's being soooo hectic that taking a break to type some shit out seems
to be impossible. Plus, given my procrastinating nature as well as forgetful syndrome (all thanks
to ageing, as it seems), updating blog seems to be less a priority.

Shucks. So, how's life?
I'm currently hungry (what's new), I'm worried about mum's health, I'm sick and tired of school
and CCA, I'm currently angry with some basket people, I'm currently ditching the idea of
History homework, I'm currently waiting anxiously for PW results and I'm currently trying
to find time and the strength to do revision for MYE as well, but sadly, I never did.

A little about school, musical coming up, and I urge people to go cos there'll be me!
Me aside, it'll be kinda awesome big time cos the directors are damn awesome people :)
Oh ya, we're kinda supposed to clock in 20 hours for only studying, be it revisions or tutorials
but trust me, it never really happened to me. MUST PUT IN THAT EFFORT!

Well, common test wasn't satisfactory as well as h1 Malay A's. The fear of another B for PW
is unexplainable. As well as to get super low marks for MYE, cos I don't wana night study, cos
it's never productive and effective for me. URGGHH

Studies aside, Glee is ending and I am very sad. No more songs, no more handsome guys. SAD
I am still following Chelsea as close as possible despite the time constraint, thus I may be
lagged :) And yesssss, I'm angry with people siaaaaaa. Basket basket basket bakul.

And that marks the end of my update, please thank your lucky stars that I updated.
Will update when I feel like ditching some other homework -.-

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The power of mind

2010-03-05T22:23:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, reality checks do come in handy once in a while.
It makes you reflect and then ponder if you're giving your all or not.

Sometimes, breaking down with close and bestest of friends do help.
Hugs serve as a bonus, then after all that, you feel much better :)
(thanks and yesss, I'm always ugly when I cry and I should not do it again at the locker
area, toilet esp cubicle looks better)

Sometimes, little hopes that left hanging will ultimately crash when things happened otherwise.

Sometimes, it's fine to change and twist things a bit to make things seems right.

But most of the time, it's awesome to see things in the flipside.

So, it may be a B, but hey, it's better than nothing and guess what B is for Ballack, see how
compatible we are. Hah

Congrats to winners and it's not over to non winners :D

And thanks J2'09, you guys just gave us inspiration and definitely more pressure.
(You looked cute and just so you know, you were once the candy in my eyes. All the best)

Hoping for the better,
Nadi

(Oh common test next week)

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My name is NadirahB

2010-02-14T23:09:00.003+08:00

Hear me hear me..
Out of curiosity and boredom, I set up a TWITTER ACCOUNT!
YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY!
Well, obviously that doesn't mean that I will ignore on blogger like totally.
I will blog once in a while when I wish to be long winded :D

And I think when I forget my username and password like what happened just now :/
For a second I thought I will never use Twitter ever again :/
AGEING AGEING! :(

So, it's
http://twitter.com/iamnadirahb

and the B behind Nadirah is Ballack. Thankyou <3

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What somebody like you

2010-02-13T23:05:00.002+08:00

Just when I think this holiday will be stress-free, and an awesome one
just had its twist. Firstly, me, Nadirah Azman, forgot to bring home History
file which means no history homework. Obviously, you feel that I am Yay-ing but no,
becos on Weds there's hist tutorial and he made it loud and clear (he made announcement
twice to our class, I bet to over emphasize the point). But thankfully, Jeevitha was my saviour.
Man, you're awesome thankyou! :D
So, moral, I shouldn't have leave anything in locker cos obviously, locker isn't my fav place
to go in school :/

Next, am stuck again, feeling guilty after what I've did again. (rejected flat again, ohmy)
Damn damn damn. The thing is, it's me the one who started the convo.
URGH, shouldn't have man.
now I have to make it up even though I'm just not ready, I think.
That's what you get when you play with fire :/

Oh wells.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND HAPPY VALENTINES! :D

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If we ever meet again (:

2010-02-12T23:37:00.006+08:00

Thought I could finish Malay tonight, oh wells, I spoke too soon.
Thinking that a rest for a while by going to FB will be ohkay, but then
I got hooked to it (I have no idea how). It seems like FB cast a spell on me @.@
Oh maybe, just stalking (no no, should use look at) people's profile seems so egg-citing -.-

Anyways, 5 DAYS HOLIDAY ARE HERE!
AND YES, WE'RE OUGHT TO MAKE A BIG DEAL OUT OF THIS, COS THIS THING COMES
ONCE IN A WHILE, NO NO, RATHER MIRACULOUSLY. SO, CNY YOU ROCKS! \m/

So, today received some V day gifts from GIRL friends, and felt guilty bcos didn't prepare
anything. :/ Well, then yea, the thoughts of celebrating V day alone again (urrm, a normal
line from me, apparently and this will repeat in the years to come, how prosperous). I think
this year will be the worst V day ever, bcos, it's a holiday, and I can't seem to find the correct
energy to go out (kinda stopped by the urge to catch some TV marathon), so alone, only
TV and I watching oh so sweet couples on TV. I can picture it already.

And then, after typing the whole thing above, I wonder why I made a big deal out of it.
Well, it comes to a conclusion of either deprived or has nothing else to say.

I will comfort myself and go for the latter though :D
I'm not deprived, my time is not there yet. -.-

Anyways, am loving the song from Timbaland and Katy Perry.
\m/

I'll never be the same, if we ever meet again (:
Well, the thing is................ what will I do. HAH
Anyways, the song is stuck in my head and been singing away.
And suddenly, the thoughts of you and what we used to branched out. :/ (weird)

Gonna resume homework tomoro (I hope)

Hoping for a productive weekend, (and a remedy for a healing heart, lols) And haven't eaten
since 4pm, ohmy!),
Nadi (:

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You're a lamer.

2010-02-11T22:59:00.003+08:00

So, school's tiring.
Sometimes, I feel I am bombarded by History :/
I feel oh-so tired and feel I could just lie on bed and sleeeeep and wake up late.
Wells, brighter side, I will be able to do that day after tomoro :D
I LOVE CNY! :D

So, speaking of the influx of the J1s, they finished our food at the canteen, they made me
rush to canteen so we can get a place in the canteen -.- they made me think why am I so
old already, they made me feel shorter than I am now (yessss, tall people again!)
ANDDDDDDDDDD...... They made me feel 'VU'! :D
Ok Ok, Nadi has to act cool :D
And, they made me feel..... urrrmm, (okays, apparently another guy's name, but idk what)
And they usually sit on my fav bus seat in the morning (or maybe some other jokers, it's ok,
i shall fight my way through next week! And Vu is exception, but he when he crossed that line,
he'll be in it too!)

So, last word of the day before I sleep,
WHERE'S MY BALLOON YAW! >:D
And Chelsea lost? Wtf.

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Come back soon.

2010-02-04T11:56:00.004+08:00

Terribly missing Papa :(
He's away, at Penang now. It was a damn impromptu visit to Penang cos, his uncle
which is my urm, grand-uncle passed away. So, Papa left on Tuesday and will be coming
back on Saturday. It's a long wait okays. I'm worried sick about him, you know, he is far
more forgetful and careless than I am. OMGOSH, come back soon Papa :)

Well, on the other hand, I bet he's having fun eating Nasi Kandar. Damn, if it's not becos of
school, I will certainly follow him :( nevermind, I shall wait to go Penang after A's :(

And anyways, I am sick :(
yesss, fever and body is damn heaty. Hate this.
Missing lessons don't really make me happy surprisingly. (ok, maybe Malay, haha)
but will be back tomoro, damn, will miss waking up late.
And history test tomoro, SCREW! :(

And, I LOVE GLEE! Don't you? :D

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An angry person

2010-01-31T10:20:00.002+08:00

GRRRRRRRRRR!
I AM ANGRY!
WHY I CAN'T UPLOAD THE PICS ON FB! :( :( :(
WHY EVEYONE ELSE CAN EASILY UPLOAD THEIR PICS AND NOT ME! >:(

DAMN, it must be something wrong with me or there's something fb has against me.
RAHHHHHHHH! It's frustrating!

And to make it worse, it's MONDAY all over again tomoro, and I have a Malay test and I haven't
study and tomoro's timetable will be packed like crazy and going home late and there's 2 GP
periods. Damn. And to make my frustrations worse, I am beginning to can not stand urrmm,
okays, two-body's attitude already lah! >:( it's kinda stupid getting frustrated that soon will
spark into anger, but yea, in a way, I can't stand cos we are all here for a collective effort
and not narrowing down on a person's effort. GRRRR! Hoping for a better week.

And I shall crush some papers as my makeshift stressball. :)
And dreams are getting far more ridiculous, and it only means one thing, my mind
is crazy! :D

So please FB, please enable me to upload the pics and get it done and over with.
I feel bad holding back the pics.

Frustrated (I shall not use the word angry cos it's rare to me),
Nadi :(

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Because they said so.

2010-01-28T22:33:00.002+08:00

It's true what Annisaa said, busy people needs Twitter, so I have to make one soon soon!
And I don't really have much to rant nowadays :/
No, I didn't tone down.... It's pretty much bottled up or rather everything been poured out
to a nice human being called MUM! :D

Yay, my mum is a good listener cos all she do is listen and listen and then advice and then
listen again! WHEE! :D

Anyways, a little update, life's been busy, thankfully not in a mess.
JC1s are here, and boy was I excited seeing them, that I can't stop giving them that o.o stare
as if they're not human. Haha, well, sometimes things just happened unconciously :D
And, now, am feeling pretty much bummed cos I didn't sign up for OSL or OGL (whatever
they call that now) cos it looked so fun, y'know doing that 'Maiyo Maiyo' cheer, missing lessons
(even though I wish not to miss, on the contrary). So, I concluded that I have a pretty much
deprived JC life despite the many opportunites been laid for me. Like SRGCE and now,
OGL or OSL (idk what they call it lah!) and missing big events like ThanksGiving and all.
Damn!

Oh well, amid all that, I think or rather, I believe that it's all a blessing in disguise (yesyes, I'm
comforting myself again!). Oh ya, back to JC1s, well, they looked more mature (let's just
confine this category to only looks pls!) and taller, and prettier (most girls I observed)
and cuter (more to guys, cos I'm straight for god sake). Oh well, just hope they will be
considerate people such as giving us way to buy food and not finish our foods in the canteen,
not make sooooooooo much noise and not dirty our homerooom (seriously if anyone does....).

And yea, it's the beginning of a journey that will be both fun and frustrating, and
importantly, they will have a year long to appreciate the art of PW. Wahahaha....
So, JC1s, hold on tight... And please don't finish up the food. Thanks.

So, the incoming of the JC1s means that I am old to look for a college eyecandy! >:(
Damn! (Yesss, JC2s are bore, lols, maybe cos I had enough of them for a year, lols)

Irritated, unable to tell a lie and going to fat club tomoro,
Nadi (:

(I think I do rant a lot, so is Twitter still good enough? Hmmm)
& He left. Bye.

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We love..

2010-01-24T02:15:00.003+08:00

Well, let's sum up what had happened for the week.
Anyways, yes, it's kinda surprising that I am blogging in early morning.
I just got back from a family chalet and it was nothing but boring and it wasted
my time, energy and effort. Seriously -.- Cost and benefit analysis comes in and all,
sheessh, econs is all over me. Damn!

Anyways, here's the recap:
1) Principal's speech are always scary :S and my! He's like the most respectable person in
school lah! He's good and his speech (during CT) was kinda scary.

2)Had History tests on the start of the week (Monday) and end of week (Friday), haha

3) Had 2 seriously insane, out of the world dreams for 2 nights, and one of them lingered in my
mind. I can't help but to smile to myself when I see him. Okays, here's the dreams:
(1) Classmate's boyfriend two timed her and went with another of my friend. And I swear
they're ridiculously odd couple, lols.
(2) A schoolmate of mine stayed at the same block as me, and we went to the same lift, and
I asked him "I thought you stayed at * ?" and he answered, "Actually my mum don't know"
when he's a mama's boy in reality. And I told him "Your secret is safe" while comforting him
and touched his beefy arms. OMGOSH, it was vivid. Damn, I wish I wish, haha

4) It's a busy busy life :D

5) Take back my words of wishing * gay, cos he's leaving and he did replied a "haha" once,
and I should remember that for life (omgosh, I'm crazy)

and The Killers concert is cancelled :( damn damn, I heart that band y'know.
Please, it's not me, look at her. Thanks, bye.

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I think I'm mad.

2010-01-17T22:30:00.002+08:00

I wish you were gay, dearest *. GRRRR! There goes everything. Screw me!
Omgosh, why why why why, I bet your phone is right beside you. Omgosh.
Screw screw screw (no wait, screw my plan!)
Anyways, wish you're gay, but anyways, I DO NOT care. I wish :(

And I wish you were like this long time ago. We suck, no wait, you suck..

No wait, I suck. :(
History Quiz tomoro, ulalalala, I love Cold War (hurhurhur)

In misery, (like what a ~~very happy~~ under pressure friend told me)
Nadi :(

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Let me waste my youth for a while.

2010-01-16T16:21:00.005+08:00

(We're built to last)

A weird thing I observed and experienced about people.
When you're far away from each other or not seeing each other as often as before,
people tend to be friendlier than usual. And the weirdest thing, those who were cold to you
turned to be those that are so damn friendly and nice. It's very very weird.
Is it me or them? Change, a strong word to emphasize my point.

Anyways, sidetrack, mum said I should not make a frown or serious face anymore, cos I
looked ugly :/ Thanks much! Now, I have to exercise my cheek muscle and start smiling all
the time even if people think I am crazy, cos my mum said so :/

Life's been pretty much hectic, because the first week of school seems like the second week
of school or like started long time ago. And CCA has to creep in and the craziest thing is
musical is at LT5 -.- Teachers were ok but seriously, the even and odd week timetable is confusing.
I don't know what is in store for me this following week :/

&& Just please there is no need to dictate and be all over yourself because we don't care much
and it'll just annoy people. Please. I pity you. Just tone down a bit and things will be alright I suppose.

Still waiting for *'s reply (urrrghh you're so cold, omgosh, I dont wana be your girl even if you're so cute and you make me swoon -.-),
I said it all! and and and

http://www.chelseafc.com/page/PlayerProfileDetail/0,,10268~27923,00.html
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

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You're rejected (like finally!)

2010-01-13T19:10:00.002+08:00

So, tomoro, ALL lessons resumed, and there's no more missing of lessons, or
Lala-land anymore until J1 orientation. So, I have to shake my holiday mood off soon!
No wait, now! :(

And, PE OUTDOOR PROGRAMME WAS AWESOME!
Well, maybe the company make the game fun fun fun! :D
Hope to have one before A's! It's best to distress yaw!
And 2A07 WHOOOSSSSH! ftw man :)

Back to American Idol (it's back, it' back!) and doing Malay homework (Grrrr..)
and * will be rejected soon (Ann, good news for you!) :) well, even I kinda
texted *, it will be rejected soon :D (yay me!)

Oh, considering of having a twitter account instead of blogger. Hmm Hmm

On the verge of losing voice,
Nadi[:

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Thanks for leaving argh!

2010-01-11T21:08:00.002+08:00

To start off, Anusha said my blog is boring :(
Thanks a lot, I know. Thanks for the wake up call though.!

So, first day of school, seriously nothing much. CCA had to creep in and send me some
not-so-well wishes such giving the Outdoor PE Prog a miss! (most prolly, I think)
Urgghhh, and the rehearsal wasn't helping at all, we were like dead logs. Urghh.
When your mind is too tired, sometimes, things don't come out well, I assume that's what
happened to us. Or basically, we can always blame the mic despite it has just been through
some upgrades I supposed. -.-

Anyhoos, timetable is confusing. I can't memorize them anymore again. And I think I need
to start making use of a book called diary. Haiiii! Anyways, the new timetable is confusing,
pretty much packed and hectic. I mean 3 tutorials instead of 2 in a week for each subject.
Now that's hectic.

So, takeway for the day (out of many):
~~Mineral water and sweets are not worth to be shoplifted.~~
No offence, but yea then again, are you kidding me?

and I can't believe I just read all 90 things about guys or something close to that.
(you know, the guy feel towards a girl and all that)

The chinese drama looks nice, gona catch up on it (oh, I fell asleep half of the time while
watching the 7 o'clock Chinese drama) hahaha, oh channel 8 are pretty nice anyways.
Crossing fingers I won't be addicted anymore! :)

*Jason Castro's Let's Just Fall In Love Again is awesome anyways :D

and thanks for leaving my fat hopes turned to nothing. Urgghhh
I don't hate you but it hurts to see another person going without myself iniated anything.
Urgghhhhhhhhhhh!

Anyways, all the best Raissa dearie :) You'll be missed always and always :D

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I don't tip mercy guys (lols)

2010-01-10T14:13:00.003+08:00

So, tomoro, will be a start of another phase of my life.
Hahaha sappy sappy, but oh well, it's start of being a JC2 kid.
Hah, kid, yea right. Anyways, here's the beginning to the road to A's.
Even though it may seem a little far, but trust me, it will sound as if it's near,
so near until I plunge down a building one fine day (hahaha)
Anyways, it's the start of sleepless nights, mugging like I've never mugged my entire life,
and the start of walking around like a zombie with dark panda eyes with 20 tons of eyebag.

HAHA, okok, I sounded insane. But yea, school's starting tomoro (ahh, dread dread).
But, I'm feeling a whee bit egg-cited cos it's school which equals to friends. :D
Well seriously, I'm dreading the part where my phone alarm rings when I'm happily
dreaming and wake up and fear that my hair is fugly and fear that the bus will leave me
behind and fear that Anusha Rai will not message me when she's in the bus (yes, Anusha I
need you!) and then fear that my fav seat is taken up by some other jokers (seriously, I like
that seat, so please..). Hurr, the usual cycle goes on again.

Okays, so, I will miss staying up late at nights, waking up at 10, 11, 12 -ish and I will miss
watching all kinds of shows (seriously, I have no idea what I'm watching sometimes).
Oh well, I guess, that's my benefit foregone (eww econs)

So hello school, hello 2A07 I really hope you guys will be my motivators and keep me going!,
hello pens and pencils and tons of papers, hello new lectures new tutorial sessions and new
teachers, hello ending school late, hello CCA, hello canteen cafe food and hello jc life!

Maybe it's not my weekend, but it's gonna be my year :D
And the vid is kinda LOL :) and the lead is kinda cute too! (woots)

And all the best to all O levels candidates for your release of results :D

hope to see you tomoro (:

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The story of that passive guy (urgh)

2010-01-09T22:03:00.003+08:00

A revisit back to my resolutions, I realised I have more resolutions, like start clearing
my message inbox in phone (it's almost 3000 messages there, omg) and ........
Oh, only one -.- and and and, I should really think through again about not being blur.
I mean Nadi and blur..... You know you know

Oh well, so, soccer matches (most and that includes Chelsea's match like wth, I thought I will
have an awesome night of soccer all the way and see what the snow did to me!) are postphoned.
Only a few matches are on, and it's midnight and the earliest is soon, omgosh, time flies!
So, hello Samir Nasri :) (miaoo) :D Urghh, it's just super frustrating the fact that most soccer
matches are postphoned (all thanks to the heavy snow!). It's Saturday and Saturdays are
supposed to be stay-at-night-to-watch-matches. And now, my lovely plan has ruined.
So much for ditching homework, thanks eh. Should have known earlier.
I will miss watching Ballack :(

Well, brighter side, I can still watch Arsenal's and Man Utd's match :D
So, gona stay up up up up up up! :D

and speaking of the story of the passive guy (urrrrrghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!), it's dreading me.
It's like one moment you were swoon, and the moment after you got sooooooooo irritated
the fact that he's not there (physically and virtually). URRGHHHH!
Oh man, you're killing me......

and, if you noticed, a change in the blogskin, and it's still navi, no matter how hard I told
myself not to have a navi skin. -.-

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3,2,1 FUN!

2010-01-08T17:24:00.003+08:00

So, the reason why blog has been empty is due to some technical difficulty I had.
Thus, no Internet access for me (and had to rely on phone to update FB, hence will be
a roast meat soon if mum finds out!) Anyways, it's settled today (in a way) and and and
I've got myself a lappy! :D Like finally after eons of whining :) (note to self: Have to be
thankful)

So, it's not too late for me to wish a HAPPY 2010! :D Even though it's already the 8th day of
the year. Still, thoughts that count and it's only the 8th day out of 365 days so, that's still
considered :D

And my new year resolutions?
1) Be less blur (but then again, I spoke too soon again. These recent days, I have been blur and
today is not an exception :D)
2) Stop using FB via mobile phone from today onwards (had to start late as I had some
technical difficulty days back)
3) SMILE :D
4) STUDY more than I talk. (I swear i talk a lotttt)
5) Slim down (urrrghhhh, the same old resolution)
6) Stop fascinating about Ballack, Samir Nasri, the guy who played Leam in 90210, and a few
more. (can't list out..too many)
7) Not to be fickle.
8) Take good care of my hair :)
9) Be less clumsy.
10) Tone down my imaginative daydreaming habits :D

And hopes you ask?
1) Get A's done and over with and give all my best and be happy with it :D
2) * not to leave school (fat fat fat fat hopes)
3) Urghhh, ** to get married?
4) Meet Ballack's equally handsome cousin or some relative of his (I have to be realistic that
Ballack and I are never going to happen, so maybe someone who somehow resembles him
in a way will be the remedy, haha)
5) Of cos, a peaceful, happy, fun, not a deprived year :D (who wants the opposite, tell me)

So, that's pretty much an update from me :D
AND AND AND, MY MSN IS BACK BABAYEEE! :D
And, school's starting in 2 days time, and I have History to be done. (Urrghhh Trigger notes)
and I yet to know all th teachers who are going to teach me. :(

Feeling pretty hungry,
Nadi [:

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Please say it's not me.

2009-12-28T18:49:00.004+08:00

Well, I discovered that infatuation makes you crazy, so let's delete and shake the thoughts
off, and start all over :D (this means the previous post, but seriously, I love the song)

Anyways, MY HAIR TRANSFORMATION (not really) WAS A SUCCESS! :D
So, spending close to 5 hours on Thursday (which meant that my Thurs afternoon
was burnt terribly) was pretty much worth it. Again, I would like to thank aunt for once
again (yea, second time!) kindly sponsoring me :D :D :D hohohohoho, I am happy, cos
my hair is finally in a good shape. I'm happy :)

Andddddd, what I discovered yesterday was...... voting can be addictive.
Initially I wanted to vote only 3 times for Sezairi (The 3rd Singapore Idol, wheeeeee!), but
in the end, after his POWDERFUL 2nd song (rendition of Crazy, mammamia!) and after
somehow feeling insecured that there will not be enough votes for him, I voted 9 times
and mum joined me by making 16 phonecalls. Altogether, we voted 25 times. LOLS
After revealing to dad after he came back from work, he gave us that o.O look.
Oh well, let's jump to a conclusion that voting is addictive, and guess what, our votes
didn't really ended up in the drain cos he is the SINGAPORE IDOL! (wheeeee!)

Well, Sylvia did well too, but then again, it's luck and votes (obviously, some voters like ehem,
moi got addicted to voting in a way). Then again, she must be proud of herself for being
the first female finalist and anyways, she will be making a record too, so it's worth it too :D

So, next season, I will try to tone down my vote(s), cos, I realised, at the end of the day,
my phonebill will see a trend of increasing pattern. Hah

And homework? Surprisingly, they ain't addictive like voting. Hence, some piles left :(

Hasta La Vista natural curl hair! :D

2009 is ending soon, ohmygosh, it's damn fast lah >:/
&& please please please say it's not me. Thanks

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Just pull the trigger.

2009-12-22T16:40:00.005+08:00

I guess I never make time for blogging :( thus, a dead one.
So, I've been giving loads and loads (I mean loads) of outings with friends a
miss cos, I realised or forced to realise (in a way) that family outweighs everything.
I have no idea why I need to be there, but somehow I need to be there for them.
Yesss, yet another thing happened, and all of us (or myself) can't help but to
hold on to our phones for further updates. To think about it, it's nothing, but then again,
they always say that it's the matter of flesh and blood and anyways, everyone's been
scaring themselves with their own scary thoughts which turns out to be horrifying :/

Hope I am not a dinosaur when it comes to friends though :(
And I'm truly truly really sorry for giving loads of stuff a miss.
It will be soon till it's over. (I think)

So, I can't wait for Xmas to come :D :D :D
Don't ask me why, I just can't wait though of cos, I am not celebrating it. :D
And can't wait for another hair transformation :D :D :D :D (thanks aunt!)

And homework if you ask, HAHAHAHAHAHA, at the rate I am doing, which is as slow as
a snail, but then I figure I am slower than the snails and slower than the slowest moving object
on Earth. To put in simple terms: I've got lonnnnnnnggggggg way to go esp Hist :(

And this is specially, dedicated to you :)

Been weeks since we last saw, and I sucks at making first, second, third, fourth (and the
numbers go on till you're lucky to find the perfect one) impression but seriously, I think
just THINK and HOPE I will see you again :) and it's all because of you I carry on to think
that daydreaming is healthy :D

PS: The song somehow is desperado to the max, but I think mine is much more toned down
and a little more decent (: and change the 'she' to 'he' cos I am straight :D and * is not a
habit forming or an addictive object pls. Haha

Hafeez tmr (: I MISS HIM :D

Counting pimples and luck,
Nadi [:

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We call this AWESOME! (:

2009-12-10T15:47:00.004+08:00

I'm back from Seremban with a few mosquito's bites, and i'm sick! :D
Despite not looking forward to the trip, in the end, the trip was pretty awesomeeeee!! :D
and somehow, I enjoyed it :D like really enjoyed it :D

So, there were some the awesome and not-so-awesome stuffs as well.
Here's the summary (:

Let's go with the turn-offs :D
- ANTS! And I mean lotssssss of it. Seriously, I was pissed with the ants esp during
the last day. I mean, they had to go to our bahulu (idk how they spell it, call myself Malay, Gah)
out of sooooooo many things. And mind you, that's for our parents. Thankfully, it was the last
day and our dearessssssstttttttt mak (homestay parent) helped us handle the ants. :D

- NO RIVER TREKKING! Eeeeyeeerrr. Well, actually I'm kinda scared to go but still, I bet
it's fun! And I get to see waterfall, and it's not artificial! Eeee yerrrr! :(

- No cincalok, only cikodok. I was looking forward to eat that. HAIYAAAAAA...

- I felt that the Art and Craft session was a pain in the ass for me, cos I SUCK :D
So, in the end, Ann and mak helped the most with me, destroying it. Well, it was according
to mak, the 'rotan' I chose was hard. LOLS. Not my fault, the person gave the wrong rotan to
the wrong person *innocent face*

- Wished I had more hands to buy even more kerepek (crackers) for myself and mama and
papa back at home. Hahaha. Damn.

NOW, THE AWESOME PARTS!

- MY HOMESTAY FAMILY!!! Omgosh, they're AWESOME! I LOVE THEM! REALLY! :D
Ok, some background info about the family, they have a mother, whom we called her mak :D
and a dad who is a liverpool fan (haha) and we called him ayah :) and there is a grandmother
whom we called her nenek and she is super duper duper cute esp when she melatah cos she
will laugh non stop and that got me laughing :D SO, they have 4 children, first a guy (save this
for later!!) 16 years old, then a 14 year old daughter and she rides a motorcycle mind you!
And the 2 last children were the closest to us, Shafiqah and the cutest guy evarrrr Haikal :)
So, it's a super big family and they're just awesome people :D They are warm and nice
to talk to :D Well, as for Shafiqah and Haikal, they're awesome kidssss who love to play
and even brought us around the village and watched TV with us, played card games and
ate ice cream with us. AHHHH I MISS THEM! :D (well, I can go on and on and on..)

- THE HOUSE! Our house is up on a hill :D And and and, there're lots of chickens and we
fed them and it was cool cos I never fed any chickens in my entire life and and there're no
cats in the house (only one outside the house but not dangerous) so YAY! AND it's not
an atap house or something soooo kampung-ish. It's cosy and simply nice :D
I LOVE THE FLOWERS! :D :D The flower curtain and everything flower :D

- THE FOOOD LIKE DUHHHH! YESSS, the food are yummy yummy. And I ate fish for
3 days straight and it was mamma mia! :D Everything is nice, delicious and yummy!
And mak, never stop feeding us. And yessss, weight update, Nadi has grown even fatter.
No doubt about that! Haha, oh at one of our pit stops, we had the chance to eat A&W.
OMGOSH! I kinda like it, though root beer kinda no-no for me, but it's worth trying :D

- SHOWER! First time bathing from the water they collected in a mini swimming pool in
the toilet. And the water is coooooooool, and I bathed at night and early morning and it was
awesome. I want more. I want more. I want more!! ;D

- TRADITIONAL THINGS! Yea, we played traditional instruments called Cak Lempong
which kinda stressing initially cos I can't play it for nuts, but it's AWESOME! (even the guy who
taught me and my partner kinda frustrated with us) and we rocked the performance! :D And we
danced to the traditional song. And I suck still, it's AWESOME! cos i didn't trip and fall :D
And we played traditional games though we got last, it was still FUN cos I tried every single thing!
It's fun :D And we saw how traditional wedding was like with Asyraf (who became super
talkative) and Hanisah Liyana as bride and groom. It's cute. LOLS :D

- I RODE A MOTORCYCLE WITHOUT HELMET YO! I rode 2 times, first it was ayah
who rode. And second the kinda cute eldest son :D GAHH, he's cute and nice. Ok, he's
cute :D Haha, and we had a decent and awesome convo despite the 10 minutes ride or less.
Well, it just comes down to one conclusion (or rather two, the other one is he's cute!) the people
are indeed friendly. Even a 10 minute convo they can make me or even others comfortable.
And also, the fact that he's cute kinda helped me tone down the fear of riding a motorcycle :D
It's awesome but in Singapore context with vehicles everywhere, riding a bike even when
I'm not the one driving is a no-no. Am scared :D

- THE PEOPLE LIKE DUHHHH!! Yesyesyesyes, the residents are awesome and friendly.
And the company I am with really somehow wiped away the homesick feeling :D THANKSSS!
And yesss, my roomies, Ann and Az :D Had oh so much fun lepak with you guys and see you
guys 24/7 for 3 days (urggghhh) and we saw each other unglam and all. WELL, WHAT
MORE CAN I SAY OTHER THAN WE ROCK! AND I LOVE YOU GUYS :D LIKE LOVE!
LIKE YOU GUYS FIRST THEN * and so on and so forth :D

- AND I BOUGHT A CHELSEA PILLOW AND IT'S AT A WORTHY PRICE! WOOHOO!

So, yea, the awesome-ness definitely outweighed the turn-offs, so you can definitely see
how I find the trip :D And yess, I have to admit that I am the first few to feel very down when
we first saw the kampung and the first to cry when we departed from the kampung. Still,
experience is what matter and it's an awesome experience that is unforgettable :D

HAIKAL! I will wait for you. LOLS :D (or maybe your bro, hmmm)

And you make it better (:

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Bad Romance

2009-12-03T21:40:00.002+08:00

3 more days to Seremban trip. And it seems like * can't wait for it.
Well, I'm not exciting seeing * though :/
And ** changed to ***. How dissapointing man! :(
Don't tell me you fear me. That will be joke of the year man. Haha

Okays, enough of using codenames. But, it's kinda fun.
Haha, happy figuring the names though :D
So, IT'S FINALLY HO-LEE-DAY! :D
But, I guess holiday assignments (History esp) come in a hugeeeeeee pile too.
Haha, what's new man. And oh ya, revision. A word that I NEVER EVER use
during any holiday before this will come to a good use this holiday. DAMN!

(sidetrack, I LOVEEEE Lady Gaga's Bad Romance!)

Anyways, IT'S HOLIDAY! :D Time to let my hair down and enjoy :D
And oh, changes in class. And omg the science classes terribly changed the classes
like 360 degrees (i suppose) but thankfully my class didn't change a single bit.
(well, Emma did transfer to 2A04, but it's just one, not majority, you got me?)
So yea, HELLO 2A07 :D

2A07... Hmm, scary isn't it?
But I tell myself that it's just a number, I know I am a kid at heart. :D
Ok, maybe I'm kinda anti-climax cos, you know scary usually associated with the letter
'A' (A levels, i mean) when you talk about J2. Still, being old, going to the age 18 sooner
or later and then sitting for the most difficult paper on Earth (yea, I once said PSLE was
the most nerve wrecking exam on Earth in P5 and O Levels was the number one killer when
I was in Sec 4), it's a nightmare in the making. Still, I'm going to comfort myself, that 2 and 18
are not scary numbers and won't make you sound old. And the letter A isn't really forbidden :D
(cos my name has 2 A's)

So, update when I'm back from Seremban, or Kampung Peleggong, or after I am
over looking at *'s antics (dread dread) and after looking at ** with that dreamy eyes.

And oh, my tolerance level is running thin when we talk about ****. :/
OMGOSH! Seriously. Please. Talk about things that I know or I guess I will play deaf
or I will repeatedly nod my head when you claim what's yours!

Yay! More codenames! :D :D :D

ANDDDDDDDDD...... Don't remind me of IMH! PLEASE PLEASE!

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Subject to change.

2009-11-30T15:08:00.002+08:00

Oh woah, been a while since I blogged (:
So, life's been oh-kay.
Supplementary lessons took most of my time and anticipating for Seremban's trip I suppose (:

AND OH YEAH! I CUT MY LONG, STRAIGHT (kinda), SMOOTH HAIR!
So, now it's short, curly (natural curl) and still smooth :D
Well, this haircut just reminds me of HairSpray (this one show, remember). LOLS
Well, I suppose it isn't that bad but still, it's bad. Perhaps I feel more secured with
rebonded hair. :D and the most turn off thing is that my fringe is shortttttttt! And now
it looks like bangs when I don't want to cut it bangs! >:/

Well, other than haircut, the only update isssssssss.............
2 0 1 0 (:

I don't know when it will be happening and what the heck they came out with it, but the thoughts
of it makes me SMILEEEEEE :D So, I will look forward to THE day and till, then, ANTICIPATE!
Haha, what a good word to use. WE RULE <3

And oh, joke of the year: (message sent on 24 Nov)
NADI NADI! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! You are one year older now, so please be less blur! Hahaha!
I will always remember the crazy times we had in class talking and laughing so loudly! Love you!
Once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D

From: The joke herself, Stephanie (sirname shouldn't be published)

LOLS LOLS LOLS LOLS LOLS LOLS (note that she said about being blur!)

And Ann: No matter what, AZ and I will lurveeee you :D All the best and don't give up aites! :D
LOVE YOU!

Lastly, CHELSEA WON AGAINST GUNNERS! :D :D :D

and both are leaving. Yea, thanks! :(

Can't wait to see Farid's origami tomoro (:
IMH tomoro!! :D :D :D (Yess, Institute of Mental Health I mean)

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Bitter heart.

2009-11-24T21:06:00.002+08:00

I didn't know $50 can be spent within a short trip.
I didn't know $50 can be spent on little things.
I didn't know THAT $50 is gone for good. (or bad or semi-bad semi-good)

All the info about Seremban are out.
I'm excited but then the thought of leaving mum behind without her making small decisions
for me (or rather big sometimes) is kinda sickening.

Oh, Nadia's awesome (crappy) plan when going to Seremban:
Seating plan: Cheen and Nad, then Syai (for Cheen and Nad to gain momentum) on their
laps followed by Ann and Az (either way) then myself at the top. LOLS
Shouldn't go in depth about what's going to happen when we need to go toilet.
Homestay plan: Stay near each other's house, at around midnight, we will play with glass
bottles. Meet up and play (ok, this is lame) SnapJack in between our two homes :D

Somehow, the company makes me to look forward to the trip

Lastly, I'M HAPPY FOR YOUUUUU SYAIRAH!! :D :D :D :D
and THANKS ANN AND AZ for making me kinda like Tamp :D

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Maybe I'm dreaming.

2009-11-20T17:50:00.002+08:00

I think I played under the rain just now.
I THINK! I remembered it was drizzling then it stopped, then only on my way home, it
was raining, but i THINK it was just drizzling. WAS IT? Argh.

Oh gosh, well, brighter side, should I fall ill, there's no need to go CCA and school (:
Nah, I only detest CCA for now. (:

Well, this post is redundant at its best, but I just wana say that the soccer girls (well, met
most of them I think) are kinda nice and funny and kecoh (: Nice meeting them, and playing
with them :D They're awesome even in Captains' Ball :D And and and, Cheen's scratch
is still red, but not painful. Hahaha, Cheen has lonnnnnnggggg nails, don't play play.

Well, wish I have more of these awesome times despite the hectic life. :D
and I am giving 4e1'08 gathering a miss. SORRY MEI SHAN!! :( :(

And, I have CCA tomoro, see why I detest CCA!

Less than 2 weeks to Seremban and I don't know what to expect. Argh
And less than 2 weeks till we will not cross each other's path again.

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The bird and the worm (:

2009-11-17T17:50:00.002+08:00

I LOVE OWL CITY!!
I LOVE OWL CITY!!
I LOVE OWL CITY!!
I LOVE OWL CITY!!

Okays, shall not be lazy and upload their songs onto my MP3 (: (: (:

Wells, other than LOVE-ING OWL CITY!! I can't find a way to smile, can't find reasons
to NOT to smile. And I seem not to mind supplementary lessons, cos I think I learnt something.
And I ought to be reading the Malay novel, but yea, I am playing. Well, the novel is kinda boring.
All the writer do is to describe how pretty the tree, flower and his vivid hometown memory.
Straight to the point yaw!

CCA tomoro, finding a thousand and one reasons not to attend it, but failed ):

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Fireflies.

2009-11-14T15:31:00.002+08:00

Hello! - Hello upcoming supplementary lessons which are starting this coming week &
hello to pens, papers and lecture notes. Long time since we get down and dirty. And hello
busy, hectic life and hello almost-rusty-slacky brain, you've got to start working.

GOODBYE! - Bye PW, you've been great and shitty at times, now we are strangers I suppose.
Bye dear *, I have to face the facts (: and Bye pink pillow. Sleeping without you now is awkward
sometimes. (need to find replacement!)

SORRY! - Sorry sorry sorry **, no matter how much I told myself I must acknowledge, smile
or say hi to you, I continue giving you that straight face. Advanced sorry to ma and pa cos
I've been using phone to go on fb, well, com is laggy, can't blame me much huh (lols)

ALL THE BEST! - All the best to all those taking re-exams. Here's your second chance, so
seize it and ace it! :D and I guess not too late wishing all J2s all the best for A's. I swear
A's is as bad as taking O's times 10 as it seems.

lastly, I freaking freaking freaking hate blisters. It doesn't seem to get any better, I swear
I hate it even when a drop of water touches it, and I can't walk properly if I have to put on
a covered shoe. Screw you blisters!!!

And moving house issue is brought up again for the.....countless times this year.
:/ too lazy to be bothered. (or maybe it's just my mood, or my guilt for seriously not acknowledging
** or maybe just becos I need more time to complete Econs and Hist corrections)

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Our future love (:

2009-11-09T20:14:00.004+08:00

So, who says GIRLS ARE NOT CRAZY?!

OHHH, they sure make crazzzzyyyy! :D

ANDDDDDDDDDDDDD....

How can we not forget our one and only CT REP/NEXT VASANTHAM STAR/
THE CRAZY GIRL NEXT DOOR/ THE MOTHER/ THE CARETAKER WE ARE SENDING
ALL OUR KIDS TO. :D I LOVE SITI NADIA! :D

And and and, I'm gona miss most of the PW sessions with groupmates (though sometimes,
shit happens) and also other clasmateys! :D Well, we rocks! Go TRAD GAMES!

And and and , 1A07'09 just rocks my socks :D WHEE!

So, a little update, we bid OP goodbye this morning and somehow for most of us it ended
with a positive note. No no, it's all of us! Cos, you know why? Everyone (1A07 I mean) did
well, everyone broke their shell, and did uber well *claps*. Well, I'm kinda self comforting
myself as well cos I somehow spoke too fast and soft. Ahh, some things were sub-
consciously done huh. :D Haha, well, I'm glad OP is off our chest but I really hope our OP
coaches (yess both) will teach us in J2 (esp you know who). AHH, they are freaking nice!

See see see!

So, I celebrated by having junk food at KFC :D and then crapped loadss when cousin
came. I gave my aunts crash course about Tamil! CHEEN! Please be proud of me! :D
And I'm sooooo gona pick more Tamil from Nila (the good Tamil words) and from
Geetha and Rabz (for the bad bad Tamil words) :D

Feeling HAPPY! (cos Chelsea won against Man Utd and the fact I already watched Jennifer's

Body without freaking out by the gory barfing scene. And cos, PW is almost over thus, I'm

soooo over with *'s craps and *'s weirdness. And also, my bedroom lights are ok, thanks to

uncle. Mamma Mia! I'm soooo gay. Well, I know I need to come back to school tomoro. Hur)

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Where my silent mode yo!

2009-11-03T22:32:00.003+08:00

Nowadays, I think I talked too much, I talked a lot. I talked about a lot of things.
And, I type loads of rubbish too. Oh oh oh, where is the quiet me?
Well, not that I am quiet, but yea, I am at times. But now.... Am too talkative.

*Nadi should learn how to shut up. And not be so high. Conserve your energy Nadirah.*

Okays, Ma showed me a message she sent to Pa. And Pa replied and this is how it goes:

Ma: Happy 18th Anniversary. (The rest in Malay but somehow she said may our marriage
will last long lah, the usual thingy) I still love you and our only daughter.

Pa: Thk you i love you.

Seriously I swear Pa's message was exactly like that. So, you kinda expect me to go
"Aww, my parents are lovely". Well, haha, wrong :D I went "Ewww" :D
WHY? I KNOW I AM KINDA E to the V to the I to the L, but seriously, after 18 years plus,
they finally realised that the three words with seven letters exist. -.- Classic.
And I "Eww" because they are my parents! I KNOW THEM! THEY'RE NOT LIKE THIS!

The more I think about it, the more I am freaked out. :O

And oh, OP rehearsals are getting more and more errr, frequent. Yet, I can't handle my nerves
and I tend to talk fasttttt like I am catching up a bullet train. Ah well. So, I need to
"Talk to the audience, not at the audience".

Somehow, I kinda failed preposition in primary school. So, yea I don't pretty much get what
he's trying to convey. Well, it's the same thing when choir instructor said
"Sing through me".

Lastly, I'm typing in the dark. All thanks to dad's professional technical work with the light!
Yay Pa, you rocks! :D

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What a wonderful world..

2009-11-02T19:11:00.005+08:00

Dearest *,
Thanks so much for adding more essence to our class, but seriously, please
there is no need to like look at me when you're doing the talking. I mean I really enjoy
the electrifying feeling and all, but please. I bet my other classmates would not mind that,
well, but not me. So, I seriously don't mind you not looking at me, though I kinda like it,
but no, I don't like it that much :)

P/S: My classmates think you're cute too. K, bye :)

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PHUA YI TING IS TERRIBLY CUTE! I WISH TO TAKE A PIC OF HER NOTES, BUT I
KNOW SHE WILL NOT LET ME, BUT SERIOUSLY, SHE IS CUTE! So, moral of story,
Nadirah cannot sit beside Yi Ting especially when you hear Nadirah giggles out of the blue.

And, I didn't realise that today was Malay A's. LOLS, well, if you asked me, well, the
invigilator was freaking soft and mind you I sit at the very back row, so I had to either strain
my ear or copy what my friends in front and beside me are doing. :) and the paper?
Well, summary and close passage were tougghhh. I wonder wonder if an A is realistic. :/

Anyways, BYE H1 MALAY, you've been nice to me and now, HELLO H2 Malay, please
have some mercy :D

And now, random things in life :
1) I thought the guy sitting behind me brought in KFC food into the bus, turns out it's Mac -.-
2) My usual seat in bus was taken by an uncle whom I obviously don't know and I
am angry! >:/
3) I thought the aunty in the lift on my way home said bye to me cos maybe i pressed the lift
for her, turns out, she said bye to her friend. -.-
4) I thought SP is Singapore Poly, turns out in SR, it's something else. (Speaking of frogs
in the well, hurhurhur)
5) I have OP stuff eagerly waiting for me, and I don't share the same enthusiasm :D

HAPPY 18th ANNIVERSARY PAPA AND MAMA.
Well, last longer than longest :)

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Guys who have no life.

2009-10-30T18:43:00.004+08:00

OHHHH, JASPER CHIM I ALREADY HAVE EBUDDY(though it lagged), SO
PLEASE COME ONLINE AND TALK TO ME! Thanks :D

And, YESS, Dearest Annisaa too. You said you miss talking to me online, but now..
tsktsk. Break my heart into a thousand and one pieces :(

Alright, the tables have laid, and results were out. And yess, first things first I'm Promoted :D
And I guess I've got decent percentiles for most subs. Just that GP requires more effort.
Mdm Teo tried to encourage me by saying "GP is an interesting subject".
Ohh, yea... Thanks. :/

So, for all my dearestsssssss, who are promoted, CONGRATS. See you next year in A's (:
For those who are taking re-exams, well then, study your guts out. Be thankful you're given
a second chance, so make good use of it :D All th best!
For those who are retaining, well, sometimes, another year means another chance as well.
Do make the right choice, study hard, get your foundations right and be the top of cohort! :D
And for those who choose to drop out, well, all the best! Glad we met :D

And now, somehow, we are already addressed as JC2. wtf! I feel so old now.
I'm ageing when my height doesn't even tally with my height. Oh shucks.
Well, brighter side, most of the girls made it to JC2. So, we will fight A's together kays :)
(Syai and Ann, korang pn included eh. Mesti nye) and yess, expecting more lepak and
dikir barat (randomness) and craps from all of you :D LOVESSS!

So, today's performance for Commendation Day was better, according to teachers. Well
whatever, I still find I suck, can't smile for nuts and our movements are redundant :)
And today was kinda blast cos I ate like no one's biss :D
Morning, had 'pot luck' breakfast which I came a whee bit late and reason I put quotation
mark around it cos I don't bring anything except me, myself and hungry stomach :/
Next time plan a not so impromptu one kays :)
Then after Commendation Day was LJ at Hougang Mall. Although along the way, there
were spoilers (urrggggghhhhhh) and the fact I'm a whee bit naked without Ann, it was great.
Duhhhh, sadly we didn't make friends with any primary school kids this time round..
And Cheen and Syai said they saw Khairuddin Shaharom. Eee yerr, unfair siaa. >:(

Siti Batrisya (anyhow spell) in memory :) :) :)

OKAYS! THIS WEEKEND IS SUPER MALAY WEEK! GONNA MUG!
Serious. I want to. I need to. I have to. I must to.

All the best MT A's candidates! :)
(remember Entry Proof and IC, lols)

Am drifting apart again, and I don't seem to care again.

Please don't stop the rain :)

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Am still LADY LIKE!

2009-10-28T21:49:00.002+08:00

First thing first.
I AM STILL LADY-LIKE OR PEREMPUAN MELAYU TERAKHIR DESPITE THE
LITTLE INCIDENT THAT HAPPENED AT THE GALLERY JUST NOW.

So, get that. I know my expression was priceless. Haha! Well :D
BUT YEA, NADI IS STILL LADY-LIKE! :D :D :D

AND tomoro, is the D-day. This is it. Everything will be laid on the table.
Everyone's nightmare will be revealed. (Well clever ones are exceptions)
So, yea, hope for the best. And I really really really (x infinity) hope that all my
classmateys or at least the whole girls that i hang with (nahh, whole class) will
get promoted! Well, the thing is...
question of the day is : Will Nadirah gets promoted?

Hmmm, let's ponder about it. And Singapore Idol result will be soon. So, I'm only like
switch on my com for FB for a while (cos, I am somehow addicted to it) and I'm switching
it off back. -.- Hi, I'm lame.

To end off, NADI IS STILL LADY-LIKE. SUPER LADY-LIKE. NO EXCUSES! :D

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We are GOLDEN!

2009-10-25T18:04:00.002+08:00

OMG! I have sore eyes. And it's pretty much swollen.
I swear I don't know how it happened. I swear I didn't see anything
obscene. I swear I didn't eat anything that I am allergic with (actually, i
doubt I have any allergies). So, yea I am down with a sore eye, which may be
spreading to my right eye.

Awww Aww Awww, my eyes are (left eye esp) uber sexy now.
Oh well, don't stare at me too hard tomoro should I plucked the courage and
come for tomoro. I realised MT A Levels is next week, and I'm still HOOO HOO
HA HA HEE HEE HUU HUU. And yea, before I forget, SORRY GROUP MATES FOR
LEAVING YOU GUYS ALONE DOING PW, cos apparently, sore eyes was bad that
my mama said I can not leave the house. (except to th doc -.-)

I have moods that differ. And I do different things at unexpected times. I am weird.

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And I shall shoot your legs if you move.

2009-10-25T00:26:00.003+08:00

Bollywood movies never fail to make you cry :D
and Shah Rukh Khan looked as though he never grows old :D
and I had not watched any Bollywood movies for eons till today.
and it paid off. But the part where tears flow wasn't glam AT ALL!
Thank God, I was alone watching. K, mum was there, but she was busy with
some other stuff. So, yea, emo-ed alone! WOO HOOO!

And Chelsea's game now :D gonna catch it soon.
AND J COLE IS SOOO BACK! Okays :D
But, I am looking forward to Liverpool againt Man Utd's match tomoro :D

Alright, the rationale of posting a post this late when actually, I may be better off
either sleeping or watching Chelsea's match is......
All these :D

OMG! This is old school/kental/ketinggalan zaman/the times when police wear khakis/
when people start a fire by rubbing against stones.

Okays, talk about it a little. 1st up was during my errr, 13th or 14th birthday and my cousin
bought me a Spongebob balloon and yea, I was caught camwhoring with it. OMG, that
was sooo kental. I mean camwhore part with a balloon somemore. OMGOSH!

2nd was editted by cousin. As you can see, it's also old school cos it was taken during late
sec two and early sec three period. Thank goodness my hair was ok. But the kental part
is how the picture was edit. So the lower secondary level. You get what I mean? No?
I still feel it's uber old school.

3rd was during post exam sec three. We were combining people's name. Yin Shan, hope
you remember this. Haha, it wasn't really kental but yea, it was kinda funny mixing people's
name and create new one, like FaKuan (Farid and Lai Kuan) and Xiu Kai(Xiu Hui and Ee Kai)
-.- Good times though.

and that sums up what I've been doing since like 11PM. Looking through pictures other than
FB-ing. I know I should've kickstart on Boys Over Flower otherwise SOMEONE (shall remain
anonymous, nak step je) will not talk to me, which is funny cos during Malay she sit beside me
and trust me, she will not NOT talk to me cos I know I rock :D (and gossips are kept by me)

* * T T F N * *

Mungkin nanti?

2009-10-23T22:42:00.008+08:00

Well, loads of things happened so far.
But first, I'm currently feeling sleepy. So, hello :D
and oh, my Internet is super freaking slow now, that it makes me even more
sleepier and my patience is running thin i tell you....

So, back to loads of things that happened :D

RESULTS!
Well, I've gave the best shot durng Promos, so yea, I kinda improved. So yay me!
Yesss, from Promos results, we are able to gauge if we are be able to proceed to
JC2 or not, so, i kinda in a safe zone now. But still, CA marks which was seriously
bad bad bad bad for me is still not included. Despite CT told me that marks were
like Oh-Kay, you'll never know :D ANDDDDDD, the reason why i kinda refuse to
talk about results in like detail cos I'm affected with other results. My classmates and
CCA-mates especially. It's unfair when you hear someone say "I'm gonna retain" and
you can't do anything but just say "Don't think too much, you can do it".

I felt really helpless. But seriously, dearestssss, do keep your hopes held high cos you
never know what's in store for you :D It may be a blessing in disguise or it's just a little
test for you in life :D so, yea don't give up and i know y'all can do it. Better start mugging
for re exams okays :D

The Change in the Plan
LOLS! Sometimes, things just happened at the very last minute. So, yesterday, Arif
(really needa thank him for informing. Seriously THANKS!!!) texted and told me there
is Speech Day today morning. And, I realised I was one of the prize recipient. And if you
could recall from previous post, I have a Grad Day performance. So, after much panic
and a difficult decision-making time plus that hopeful looks from CCA teacher that makes
decision making even harder, I decided to go back sec school and recieve it.

So, yea, went back to BSS this morning to receive the prize. It was Speech Day (not really
one) cum DeepaRaya Concert (uhhh, this is soooo cliche). Took prize, blah blah blah.
Happy enough that i skipped Malay for like an hour and 45 minutes? :D ohhh, breakfast
with Mrs Wong, Mr Kwok and Mr Tan. After that, walked around sec school to find teachers.
Only didn't get to meet Ms Lim (Math) cos she was busy :(( Awwww. Anddd....

Mr Tan (VP) : Good luck for you TAMIL exams (with a smile)

-.-

the trip to bss was indeed great cos, it really brought back y'know, memories. We walked
around school like we've known the place like for the entire of our life. Seeing teachers
that we used to errr like and dislike somehow makes you smile. :D Miss BSS then :D

And oh, if you ask me bout giving Grad Day performance a miss?
" I knw it's gonna be hard to forget him, so i'm slowly making an effort to by not
attending grad day" (Annisaa, 2009).

Hahh, amik kau! but yea, despite the tak perlu sarcasm shown by her when saying this, i
guess that would explain my feelings towards giving Grad Day a miss. Plus, we were
(excluding me, duhh) laughed at when we started swaying. -.-

Pee Double You!
Oh, SOI-s, word limits and WR are soooooo kental. The in charge (si dia yang 'diperlukan'
selalu) is even more kental. GAHHHH! Brighter side, WR's due next Monday, so one huge,
big, gigantic burden will be down. But then, the horror of OP is here. Heh, funny but I'm
getting more and more talkative each day and I talk LOUD. Very LOUD.
I bet people will know I'm gossiping about them :/

and lastly, to J2s, HAPPY GRADUATING! :D (esp to my CCA-mates, you know, i love you)
and ok, to * too. Hope we will meet again and then I will pluck a courage to talk or what but
yea, just dream on.

Lastly, question of the day raised by Nad, Cheen, Syai and even myself : WHY!
(feeling the heartache Nad is feeling now cos I feel it too.)
WHYYY SIAAAAA!
Nadia's LOL reply: F them lah why all the ugly girls they amek.

LOLS! Have to agree. Again, WHY SIAAA! >:(

Anyways, GOOD LUCK AND HAVE FUN PEOPLE DOING NIKE HUMAN RACE TOMORO
MORNING! EARLY MORNING :D MAKE SR PROUD! :)

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Run this town tonight..

2009-10-18T16:53:00.004+08:00

OMG, I'm a really procrastinator. I'm really good at not prioritising things.

If there's a grade for all these, I'm sure to get an A plus plus plus man! *sighs*

Anyways, speaking of grades, results coming out the day after next.

Hohohohoho, don't ask me how, what, why, how.

I yet to plan my life out should I fail in this. Square one again? Hmm Hmm..

What I wish is to get what I deserve. Scraping through isn't really what I want ironically :/

Anyhooos, good things in life now (hah hah). Finally had a decent outing with SRJC BSS

mates. A decent meal and a decent outing already made me feel better that I finally able to

balance time and enjoy it! FINALLY Nadi is not that anti-social huh huh huh. HEEE :D

And finally had a good time out with Mama yesterday. Yes, accompanied her to a wedding

with much reluctance then out to a place where Ann and Az called 'Home' :/

Well, not for us then :D :D :D so we decided to go somewhere we familiar with :D

The wedding was ok, kinda long for weddings. Haha, cousinssss, please get married!

Haha, but I kinda dislike the kompang-s, it's deafening. LOLS. So, let's try for something

else other than kompang next time kays self! :D (in that dreamy mood where one day

I shall get married where 'he' rides on a white horse and in shining armour suit. *laughs*)

Anyways, Thanks Ann and Az, for the surprise and the PINK FLOWER!!! :D

(which actually wilt, tsktsktsk). Anyways, Imma happy girl cos I spent time with Mama! :D

(Have to say during her bad times, but then again, life's always shitty. Hah)

Apology to Jeevitha for not able to visit her house today for Deepavali cos I got a few stuff

to be done which currently, apparently, I'm not really doing :/ But, I will wait patiently,

for the Muruku you promised kay kay kay! ;D

Upcoming happenings that I should anticipate/ panic will be this Friday's Grad Day for J2s

and Commendation Day Friday after next. Gonna perform a piece with dearest CCA.

Then, there's A Levels MT in early Nov. PW's OP coming up soon after MT A Levels.

And oh, how could I forget all those short run stuff like Checking of Papers = RESULLTTSSS

this coming Tuesday and intensive MT lessons with a quite-big class according to Raissa

cos she couldn't say all the names out when asked. (So, I assume it's LARGEE). Plus

my dearest PW :D Oh oh oh...

Speaking of which, I better embark on it before I get too carried away with..... IDK.

But I know I will be carried away.... Soon. LOL

Oh, Seremban trip is made compulsory and I think I'm the last one to know (It's ok Ann, don't

blame you :D). Cikgu said I'm funny when she mentioned about Seremban trip. Wt...f! -.-

Goodnight Infatuation...

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Walk the streets to your door..

2009-10-14T19:50:00.002+08:00

I like Cody and Bailey in Suite Life on Deck.
Been catching up on the episodes and MY OH MY, they are sweet.
*jealous tone* by the way :D

Back to school tomoro, and the trip to the doc just now was a great discovery...

Doc: You have a throat infection.
Me: I do? Ohh...

I thought I was having fever... Throat infection huh. Hmm Hmm
Singapore Idol-ing soon! Tribute to MJ, must not miss it man! :D
Wonder who will be eliminated.

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You're good and i'm drunk.

2009-10-13T22:03:00.007+08:00

Be careful what you wish for, cos you never know that it might happen.

Yea, that's what exactly happened to me now. Was dying to get an MC for tomoro,
planned out sucha nice plan to skip school tomoro, and now...i'm really sick :D
Brighter side, I do no need to lie :) cos i'm bad at it anyways :D and also my nose
no need to grow another inch just like Pino-kee-yo (shit, can't spell) cos my nose is
kinda ok. (Got this idea from Ann's last time joke, which she will forget by now, she's
sick man, sick in mind..)

So, yea, no school for me, tomoro! WOOO HOOO 8D
Anyways, just now, school ended at around 1PM so decided to follow Dina to Kovan
to get a closer look of her boyf (not close at all lahh) then walked aimlessly around Kovan.
Speaking of no life huh. Hah, then a smart girl (me!, well) gave a HUGEEEEE HINT which Ann
got it, so us 3, trained to Vivo. -.- It's stupid becos we could've followed Dina and boyf in th first
place and not waste much time and got to see boyf (Dina's) a little more closer and longer
so we can like, y'know analyse. Hahh. Anyways, Vivo with them was G-R-E-A-T!
It's either you laugh with them or laugh at them. But y'know I'll always LURVEE them :D

So, conclusion, 3 isn't really a crowd when it comes to us :D
And Ann and Az were true about th bread toy i bought. It can't fit my mama's phone :/
But my mama likessss it :D

And yea, PW. I expected th drills and all, but err, it's nothing. No PW lessons at all till today!
WT(ohkay, i must use this) WTF! Are you kidding me?
~~This is the day where I, Nadirah, declares that she longs and needs PW lessons.~~
Uh oh, it starts tomoro. And i'm not coming.... GAHHH!
But it's ohkay, own iniative Nadirah.
I must do it.....TMR! wtf -.- (sucking in th I-love-PW sentimentsss, lols)
I'll try...

And man, you drive me crazyyyyy.
I don't even know what i want and do with your existance.

P/S: Kak Su did a good pose in this pic. Ohh lala.

k, bye, still feverish and hungry (ah, what's new)
i can't minimise words in my posts. WTF, why i have so much to sayyy. >:/
Oh ya, Malay results wasn't real good due to well, complacency. Should've
listened to 'Dig your own grave'. :/

/Edit: Gotten this from Tan JiaYi's bloggie

"Though classmates in S23 had been good, had been nice, but cross my heart,
its not the same."

Smiles :) You guys know too that I feel the same, no matter where we are now, who we
are hanging with, it's just those things in the past that hold us all together. So, miss you
all my great people whom I hardly meet nowadays (Yes, OMS and the long list goes on)
and also, my dearest BSS-ians in SRJC. No matter we are in the same bus or not or hang
in the morning at the area near that mini carpark near assembly plaza or not. :D
k, i sound errrr, emosional (read it in the Malay wayy!). But yea, it got me thinking
and smiled and hungry. k, bye..

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Cat calls (:

2009-10-11T15:48:00.002+08:00

Oh finally i'm updating :D
Nowadays, i find blogging is not as interesting as last time...

Nevertheless, PROMOS IS OVERRRRR! :D
AND THE RESULTS ARE SOOOO IN SOOOON :(
AND AND POST PROMOS IS not LOVED! :D
cos i see the letters PW, MT and CCA almost everyday. OH NOOO...
AWWW, where are all the post exam activities??
Y'know the excursions, long bus trips, where teachers have to do head counts and
line you up before boarding and alighting the bus...
Where all this fun fun fun things? Don't tell me we are too old for that, that's invalid (:
Well, i guess i have to be happy with letters that were put together to make some sense
in my life right now ; PW, CCA, MT. Wooohooo!

So, back track a little with the most cliche question : How was Promos?
Well, my answer is, it's all in teachers' hands. I can't do anything. Well, maybe try
act nice, good, nice, good may help, but i guess, nobody will buy it. SO, yea ):
But i have to say i kinda screwed H2 Malay Lit part. Complacency if you'd asked me (:

Then forward to few days back after Promos finally ended which also means the end of the
most monotonous cycle of my life. Y'know, wake up, study, eat, study, exam, try to watch tv
but then you felt a little guilty for not studying then study or stone then sleep.
Anyways, few days back, i missed another big bang boong events with friends.
First up, i had to give the Raye Outing with the girls a miss due to unforeseen circumstances.
Second, didn't get to meet OMS and the rest whom i really missed loadsssssssssss
(and the 's' goes on)
And last, didn't go back to BSS on Friday cos i had 'Relationship module' which taught
me 'Infatuation is a feeling' and 'Right time and right one' or something like that.
So, yea, this made me feel i am nothing but an anti social who caught up with her busy
little own La La land :(

Well, despite all the busy, hectic life of my own, i got to catch up with family members and all.
And also, continue to list out all the things that i wish to do despite the busy things that are
in store for me. This include, to anticipate for the upcoming NEW MOON!
Yes yes, i am not an Edward Cullen gaga, but the trailer somehow attracted me to watch it,
especially the part where y'know, Robert kinda stripped before he went out to the get the
sunlight thingy (pardon, description is bad but just check 0:18 on vid below) even though
his body is pale :/ and and and the TAYLOR dude! :D he's hawt, he's smokin hawt.
AHHHHHH :D can't wait for that. and again, i have to emphasize,
ME NO CRAZY TWILIGHT FAN :D

btw, the song is by Death Cab for Cutie. :D I think Paramore's soundtrack for the
previous movie was a little better than this, still, the song is kind kinda stuck in my head(:

and, i wish to watch Jennifer's Body. First, the trailer looks cool, second it's Megan Fox (haha,
i sound like one of the guys) and PATD sang the soundtrack. It was ohhhkayy, but Brendon
looked Mammma Mia in the vid below. Mammia Mia Brendon Urie :D

And that sums up the end of my post :D
There's school tomoro which i don't wish to go. and yea, i've been picking up Tamil.
I wonder whyyyy. :D

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Forever is over..

2009-09-21T17:41:00.005+08:00

HIATUS!

Don't bother visiting till 7th Oct. So, here, wishing all fellow SRJCians all the best
for your PROMOS! :D Hope no one get retain :D

And also, SELAMAT HARI RAYA, MAAF ZAHIR BATIN TO ALL MUSLIM FELLAS! :D

Well, my Hari Raya was kinda awesome :) But, yea, the thoughts that Promos is coming and
was made worse by the sight that my younger cousins are catching up with my height, or taller
than me ): What are they eating nowadays....

Happy birthday PAPA! :D
Another year older means 47 years more wiser. Huahuahua :D

With a thousand and one love,
Nadirah :)

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It's fragile, not broken.

2009-09-16T22:39:00.005+08:00

It's weird having me to update right now, when i'm supposed to mug.

It's weird that i do things at the wrong time.

It's weird to drink under the hot scorching sun now.

It's weird that the more i think about promos, the more my confidence go

down the drain and it isn't enlightening.

It's weird that i know i don't eat, smell, touch butter, but the makcik's kek lapis or

kueh that she made smelled sooooo tempting and i know, it's butter! :/

It's weird that no matter how many thousands motivations to concentrate, i will

always have a way to sidetrack.

It's weird forgetting your locker number.

It's weird i feel irritated with my phone's ringtone and i'm still using it.

It's weird not to have back aches nowadays.

It's weird not to wish to have another somebody.

And, it's really weird having me to start each sentence with 'It's weird'.

WEIRD! o.o

Enlightenment(s):

History lectures were the bomb! :D

I scored a goal during handball game despite my fright with balls. LOLS.

PE this week was aweeeeesoooommmme! :D

I finally felt the little 'Hari Raya spirit' coming out :D

And this makcik (nenek), whom i swore i didn't recognise, knew me! :D

I don't really mind being labelled as 'Tamil'. Dah redha :) (special thanks to Ashiqin!)

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Uh oh uh oh.

2009-09-13T21:26:00.000+08:00

Uh oh!

I can't freaking attach the files. So gona be blacklisted!

Aunt is back from Canada, and i can't fetch her as it seems. (It's midnight :/)

I think my right knee's bone is not right, and i'm limping and it's freaking pain to move
and i can't imagine to walk around in scool limping tomoro and i don't know how to
sit on the floor and i hate it cos, the pain is very like shit.

And this post again, shows that i am always in bad, foul mood, whenever i pressed log in
to Blogger. :D Congrats!

Oh, school's tomoro.

MY KNEEEEEEE!

Oh, welcome back Aunty Zan. See you urrm..........

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Tell me something i don't know.

2009-09-12T21:58:00.002+08:00

So, blog is dead.
Life's been urrmm, i don't know.
And i don't even know why i am feeling, urrrm, like shit.
Haha, so, if you ask me how's life?

Well,
It ain't got any better! :D

I should have like said, what were my happenings all this while, but then,
as i recalled, well, nothing is that significant. Everything come and go.
Hmm, oh yea, 3 times visiting Geylang and that sums up my Hari Raya Preparation :)
and my visit to Geylang was worth the while (i think), cos, i went to the most
important phase of it- Going through the crowd and perspire like a mad dog.

And yes, outing with girls to Geylang and Arab Street and Bugis was AWESOMEEE! :D
We MUST MUST MUST eat at Hajah Maimunah! Even if it takes me to force another woman
named Maimunah to cook and go haj and then prepare us food :D -.-

So, yea, i'm done with that. Shoes are in, so as clothings, kueh-s are swarming in too,
but, the spirit of Hari Raya in me, is somewhere else. And i do not know why! :D

Promos is like so around the corner, and i've not been up to par lately. And i hate that.
And school's starting soon, and i hate that too. :D

OMG, i've been ranting again.
Maybe, i guess, whenever i logged into blogger, i lost the happy-bouncy-whooopy thing
in me. :/ sad life huh....

Anyways, before ending, ANUSHA RAI! YOU ROCKS! :D Thanks sooooooo damn much for
reminding me everything! Without you, i guess, i will just be another ordinary evil friend :)
ANUSHA RAI ROCKS MY SOCKS! <3

k, gotta do PW, before ~~Azam~~ scream and throw tak perlu attitudes and i have to
swear and curse which i find redundant and i have to throw the name into my I HATE
EUU list,which is pretty much empty and all of us will be happy with a no A grade.
SCREW!

Somehow, i find myself funny when i'm angry.

Wake me up when Sept ends! :D
And it has gone down the stinky drain, like i never knew.

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If i could to take a step back.

2009-09-02T20:53:00.000+08:00

I thought i took the wrong bus home. -.-
And I reached home on the dot for break fast. It's like a minute before. WOO
My mum been asking me bout the Singapore Idol contestants like I know them for ages!

Anyways, things that i forgot:
1) Photocopying my MC. (I didn't know Uncle Henry closed at 4PM *sad face*)
2) Not bringing donation card for the errrrr (countless) times.
3) The word 'appropriate' in Malay.

Things that i purposely forgot:
1) Jacket. But i hardly survived the bus ride to school. It was freeeezzzyyyyy.
2) MP3 player, thinking stoning is better. Well, not really.

Back to Pee-Double-You. Nobody Nobody but euuu!

P/S: Boon Han is back! *Yays*

Oh, i haven't started intense revision YET! This spells T-R-O-U-B-L-E!

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It's not me, it's you.

2009-09-01T16:43:00.004+08:00

If i have three wishes this are the things i really truly wish for :

1) The two heads stop having communication breakdown, stop being soooo god
damn sensitive and stop making me think too much. I hate sounding off people siaaa!

2) Come October so we can have her. Really wants her to celebrate her birthday here
and continue living here. God bless everything. ):

3) Have like more brains than now so i can do Promos.
or should i wish to have more money.... or should i wish for PW to end quick.

HMMM, tough choice, it's like thinking the chicken comes first then the egg or the egg comes
first then the chicken. Tough...

Does that rings the bell on what Mr Ng used to say during one of the longest Prefect Meeting
that anyone can ever hold Anusha Rai? HAHA
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

So, it's SEPT ALREADY! That just means that Promos is soooo near and i haven't find
the anxiety in me. I should have known earlier that indeed something is wrong with me, i
should have opted to a psychology rather than getting more psycho-ed in JC.

Anyways, 1st SEPT meannnsss,
IT'S CHONG YIN SHAN'S BIRTHDAY! (throws the party poppers)
So, yay! Happy Birthday! Best wishes! Think of me, think of me fondly....
Miss you like loadsssss :D

And it's also, TEACHERS' DAY!
So, yea, HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY to all teachers who have taught me from kindergarten(when
i was sooo skinny), to BWPS (where the fattening process starts) to BPS (a year though, but
you can still me fattening), to BSS (from average to fat then fattest) and till now SRJC (where
i'm too used with the word fat).

Honestly, i don't have teachers that i like lurrvee most, but yea, some do leave some impacts
in my life. Like.....
Mdm Kaur - one in a million History teacher who just blurts out the answer without her
realising it! :D It takes a big talent!
Mr Leong- Up till now, his words still plays in my head like a soundtrack. "You're digging
your own grave". and the only teacher who called me Na-Ri-Dah and didn't mind at all :)
and now, Mdm Teo- seriously, she's nice. Really, no kidding.

and of cos, others who still made me either love or hate the subject. :D
Still thanks and Happy teachers' day! Happy teaching!

and, Nadirah has to go now. I realised i sleep more than i study :/

k, ah bye! :D

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Trying to find the fresh page to start.

2009-08-27T22:59:00.000+08:00

So, a regular update just means that i spend more time doing PW (and Mission X)
(and getting sidetracked by FB too). Not that i have no homework ):
Homework is always there.....

Change, Chance and Mistakes.
Is there a possibility that she will repent?
Should there be a second (or actually more than that) chance?
Everyone makes mistakes do they? Will they realise?

Bottomline: I can't wait for October to find out the outcome. May God bless everything.

Anyways, it has been raining heavily then the sun will shine at its best.
-.-

& I can't believe i re-wrote my History tutorial for 3 times! (and still kinda wrong)
&& I can't believe i forgot all about my MP3 (it's over charged i think)
&&& I need to go school on Saturday for a GP test and battle against time in PW after that.
&&&& I can't wait to sahur tomoro, cos, i'm gona eat bread! :D
(ok, i sounded like i never eaten bread before in my entire life, TSK)

Oh, i don't know why, but i miss 4e1'08. Speaking of memories. Hur hur hur.

Not excited for Teachers' Day, tomoro (and CCA) and GP test.
Screw the secondary school to have celebrated Teachers' Day at East Coast Park.
(actually, if it's in school, i'd be cotemplating to go too, but East Coast and Cross Country
sounded so like what we did in Sec 1 then *shows the disgusted look*)

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I btch you, you btch me.

2009-08-25T21:11:00.003+08:00

1) Songs changed (only some). I know Lily Allen's song is kinda thrashy,
but bear with me, sometimes, you just need a song to either vent or just
smile at it, cos, it's so much simpler when a person is doing the F-ing
for you (: I know, it's fasting month, but, i already cut down on swearing
when no one knows (: SO yea, just take this song as entertainment!

2) My moood is still ------------------------------. Seriously.

3) I can't get angry becos, my heart will beat fast and i will have headache.
Speaking of blood rushing / boiling. Hur hur hur

4) At this rate i'm in, i may be cracking very, ultra, super lame jokes one day.

5) I better get back to PW, before my com gets cocked up then i can't do, then, shit
happens, then so on and so forth. Oh PW, there's nothing else i want to do other than
you. You are my best remedy to everything. Oh, PW, how i wish we do not part at the
end of the year. :/

6) Nila just sms-ed me and said, "Nytez! Vampire dreamz!" o.o
Speaking of Edward Cullen craze or is it just she or is it me not getting her humour.

a hard day tomoro. I LOVE FASTING! (seriously, this is not sarcasm)

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Forever is never (:

2009-08-23T14:52:00.015+08:00

HAHAHA, I just deleted a whole post, cos i swear i hate to rant.
So, yea, why not a short update with a vid ;D .

So, it's the second day of fasting month, not too
late for me to wish all the MUSLIM FELLAS (THAT I KNOW),
A VERY HAPPY, AND A FRUITFUL, AND A SIN CLEANSING FASTING MONTH AHEAD! (:
Bak kata, SMS Makcik aku, yang same macam ceramah motivasi,
"Semoga dirahmati dan diberkati ALLAH", AMIN.
Ok, i sounded so evil bout the ceramah motivasi part, but
yea, she has the cut to be a pakar motivasi. Tahniah. (: And yes, replying her message
means more money cos, not only an essay long reply (add my macam paham-ness ah) but
its an overseas message. So yea, Tahniah again! :D

I swear that's crappy, but yea, it's way better
than brooding bout how messed up my life is and how much it went so wrong that i
can't help to feel oh so monotonous about it, cos, somehow, i saw it coming. ):
sad life, as it seems.

Indeed it is, so now, lemme just show a bit of the
few moments that made me realised that life isn't that bad...
1) FASTING MONTH! Yea, ever since i became a more matured thinking girl (yes, can
laugh as much as you want). i feel fasting month is coooool, despite having to control
the urge to just grab a food and a cooling drink to gobble at. But, yea, it's a cool,
cleansing month(:

2) ANUSHA has a new mom in the bus! and the woman,
took the same stop as me. She only act nice to ANUSHA ): If she ever happened to see
me at the bus stop, she will give me that look like, "I will get in the bus first
today, MUAHAHA". Whatever it is, ANUSHA YOUR NEW MOM ROCKS! ;D (she will kill me...)

3) It was AZIZAH's birthday! Ahaha, finally, minah
rock dah 17! :D Glad she enjoyed the froggy-licious pressie Ann and I bought. I swear
it's the most toughest birthday gift that i have gotten for a person. It's so
challenging, heart throbbing and whatsoever ah you wana describe it (:
Bottomline : As tough as thinking Ballack or Brendon worth my daze (:

4) Soccer, what else (: EPL is sooooooooo in now.
So, Man Utd is already on track due to their 5-0 victory (5-0 right? I remembered
watching it, I remembered getting mesmerised by Owen despite knowing the fact that
he's O-L-D). Chelsea's match is tonight but i can't watch cos it's late at night,
and if i do = sleeeeeeeep in school which can be very unglam and school is for
studying not sleeping (except when GP or Malay got a whee bit boring).
And i need to wake up for sahur, which of cos, the world's most dreaded thing to do.
Imagine, wake up in the morning and eat -.-

And, yea, life's always has its bright and
dark side. Sometimes i have to see it in different angles just to see the beauty
of it (seriously, not much beauty). And yes, i can't deny i am feeling all so -------
about things. So, yea (:

And a a vid (if can upload), trying to love Blogger as what it is now...

A cute one, a Indon song, the song is cute, and yea, cute :D
HAH HAH, imagine one day, you have to make an announcement to find a suitor for yourself
cos you can't find one. HAHAHA.

k ah, baiiiiiiii
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Extended holiday......FOR MOI!

2009-08-17T19:19:00.000+08:00

Hi, Blogger decided to go haywire (a lil) again.
WHY WHY WHY WHY??

Neeways, i realised that like my used-to-be-changing-of-GP-teachers-situation,
Chelsea also faced the same thing, just that GP teachers of cos changed to coaches (:
And speaking of which, Chelsea won their opening match which i watched while hugging
my blanket then my aunts came so, i had to act not too sick, and sat down. And Ballack
only played for the second half, which i didn't watch cos, Tangisan Bulan Madu
(Malay drama) was actually more important. Maybe it was, cos, the look alike guy came
back and gave the girl a rude shock, and then.. *To be continued* :/
they call it drama not for nothing...

Ohkays, i should be talking about EPL now (:
Finally, a new season = FOOTBALL CHANNEL WILL BE MOST VIEWED IN THIS HOUSE!
So, new season means new start (uhhh, duhh). So yes, as mentioned above, Chelsea won
their opening match against Hull, which i guessed it was a whee bit by luck, and actually,
i am lucky i didn't watch the whole match, cos, it was kinda boring ):
Man U (nak tindas ni), did won, a 1-0 against a supposedly weaker team. So heh heh.
Just that without Ronaldo and Tevez, i feel something is just not there. But Fabio looked
like the next guy to look out for, and he's only 19 and he's cute and 19! WOOHOO! ;D
Liverpool, sadly, LOST! Maybe, they need Alonso, and yea, honestly, i like watching their
match when Alonso or Agger playing. But when neither played... no interest.
Arsenal...... Not bad ah, 1-6. Hmmmm.... Potential, but it's just the beginning :D

--------------- END OF NADI's I-AM-HAPPY-COS-EPL-IS-BACK-'REVIEW'-------------------

So, yea, i'm sick AGAIN! So, yea, extended hoilday AGAIN :D
This time it's a 3 days MC, i have no idea if i'm going on Weds too.
So, what's my sickness this time? - "Ordinary fever (high, the highest ever recorded was
39.8 on Friday's night i think. And i somehow, laughed at myself despite the high fever) and
stomach flu" - quoted by doc, exception to brackets (:

And now, fever almost subside, but stomach pain is killing me.
It's like I don't eat, the pain will come, but when i ate (few bites) the pain comes again.
I swear it's hard to gauge how many bites should i eat. And me being an eater, it's hard
to control ): But, mum said, it's a new way to control diet to be slim slim slim (:
That cheers me upp! :D But, sometimes, staying at home can be a bore ):
I WANA GO BACK AND SEE MY FRIENDS AND LAUGH! ):

k ah, PW time. MC=no excuse to escape PW though )):

see you when i see you (:

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It's been here the whole time (:

2009-08-11T01:32:00.003+08:00

IMAGINE ME! BLOGGING AT 1AM! WOOHOOO :D

Finally, i felt hyped cos Blogger decided to repent! *Yay Blogger*
but, i doubt i will be able to upload any pics, due to time constraint.
I think i need rest, or yea, at least some sleep, before my headaches get worse.

Neeways, i am not going school tomoro, because, i am sick :D
I have to admit that my immune is suckish. Yes, it is indeed. Yesterday was its worse,
where i woke hardly minutes before NDP.
Sidetrack, i feel NDP this year is like better for idk reason why. The lack of firework showcase
was an exception. So, yea, HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! :D
k, back to topic, so yea, i am sick :D

Up next, CHELSEA WON THE COMMUNITY SHIELD CUP!
I have no idea what's big about the cup, but whatever, it was Man U they were against,
so, yea, see that happiness in me :D And, i believe in the saying, "Big things start small",
so, i asume this SHIELD cup is one of the start small thing :D ANDDDDDDDDDDD,
Ballack got away from his red card penalty despite clear elbowing to Evra. LOLS.
Wells, what can i say, it's Ballack, and yea, it's Ballack, (no words seriously...)
Let's just say, it's his luck :D But i know, he is a good guy still ;D

OHKAYS! Maybe a few pics of the concert, since mum didn't do her checks on me, so
why don't i show some of my fat, unglam faces here..... :D

Featuring Nadiah, back in school, Day2 of concert, where everyone got ready for Thanksgiving, and i had to wear this funeral dress ): (and perspireeeeee)

In Organ Room, the girls :D WOOTS!

It's just another extra-ordinary family photo, where you have the parents and child (below). LOLS

and thank you dearest used-to-be choir people who came and brought us rosesssss. (thorny ones)

One of the many extreme poses Sops posed while waiting to standby :D

see you in 24 dearest (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEEVITHA! :D

can't believe i've known you since kindergarten :O

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She wear high heels and I ain't get any higher

2009-08-08T14:54:00.000+08:00

"Candice Goh is in a relationship with Syed Ashri" - that's the first thing
i saw in Facebook. Rofl rofl rofl rofl...

Anyways, it has been a while since i blogged, the last time i blogged is like
equal to the time when Singapore was known as Syo-Nan-To. Hehe...

And, MSN and Blogger is being a bitch, like totally, seriously, please don't make
me show the violent, vicious side of me. :B I swear i can be one, even Ann and Az
believed me, hands down :D

Recap time!

Goodbye JULY!
My most fav month has passed just like that, and now it's August which is equal
to Promos getting nearer and yessss, how could i forget about fasting month, which
means i have to start cutting down saying swear words whenever i panicked and of
cos, pissed :D Oh, how i wish it's my birthday again and again and again ):

Will Run/Jog/Walk
Guess what! Guess what! Guess what! (k, enough)... I ran/walked/jogged for i think
11 or 12KM! and it means I completed the 10KM requirement and i managed to run
1 or 2KM (lost count, seriously) extra! *YAY ME!* Didn't expect to do that :D
And yea, Yay to Syairah too :D and no, you're not hindering me at all! So,
it was indeed a worthwhile run and i must say the atmosphere was greaatttt, despite
having boys to see you run around the route, which of cos, is something redundant (:
and after the Will Run, lunched, bathed in school (shiok ah shiok, maybe cos of
free water supply we have there. LOLS), went for rehearsal for SLO concert.
I swear my legs were hurting and boy, was i shagged. 'Nuff said :D
Bottomline: I can actually run (think 2.4 is exception)

SLO CONCERT!!
When other schoolmates were busy preparing and anticipated for the ThanksGiving,
Chorale had to give it a miss, cos we had a 2 day concert at ESPLANADE RECITAL STUDIO
with fellows Youth Choir people (no need to elaborate). And yesss, it was AWEEESOMMEE!
It was also first time I get to go to the backstage of Esplanade, and yesss, it
was AWESOMMMMEEE! Jakon to the max i tell you! Haha, about the concert, both
days were fullhouse, thanks supporters :D Everything was fine, seriously and yess,
we took countless pictures :D Pics will be up when Blogger decided to repent and
not be a bitch anymore, which is i-don't-know-when. Alternatively, do check on
my Facebook (: Loads of unglam, fat, stupid pics of mine :D
Lastly, ONWARD SRJC CHORALE! ~~(although i wrote Choir on my Stress ball -.-)~~

The diminishing I-love-PW sentiments
YESSSS, kena 'sound' for 2 times i think. Well well well well, sometimes i just
hope i wake up one day and realised that OP was yesterday and PW is so totally over
and i no need to brood about it. Can't wait to THE Day. LOLS. And oh, he told
me that i have to more strict. Tell me how?

Bad mood is so in nowadays
Yesssss, i've been encountered with the world's most bad-est mood evarrr!
To think it was moodswing doesn't make it any better. Well, this bad mood
syndrome that seem more scarier than a pandemic not only affect me, but also
everyone around. Tell me how to be afraid??!!

Sympathy
Yesss, although it's a distant relative, i felt the sympathy over (ok, this is a
long family tree, try to imagine kays) cousin's wife's uncle's death. (geddit??)
Maybe the way he died was 1) shocking and 2) just isn't the way, as it seems.
Anyways, may ALLAH bless him and may his soul rest in peace (:
Shocking death is such a dread, and then it links back to first aunt's and Atok's
death and then, the whole emo thing gushed out :/
I just don't want any close ones to go like that, it's way to traumatising.

AWKWARD
Somethings happened, and now, we, maybe i felt the awkwardness. Shouldn't have
kwown, shouldn't have thought about it, should have just let it go, and let it
slip behind our backs. (eh eh eh, sounds emo.. GAHH)

Studies you may ask
Hohohoho, GE is sucha a failure... I bet Mr Ong will call my dad about my poor
History result. Come on, GE is sucha bitch, numbers are everywhere, and whenever i
try to remember, i remembered the wrong one ): Econs is (i swear i never know i will
say this too soon) kinda interesting. *subject to change*, but do
note the 'kinda' word, so no one will think i am insane (: The rest were okayyy,
oh, we finally had a fixed GP teacher, after 6-7 times changing it (no, we were
good people, just that our dearest Ms GOH is on long-term MC, no, not maternity
leave, it's knee injury or something that related to legs). And now, the new
teacher is......... Please give her mics, that's all i ask for :/

Moments
1) Sorry for any of my text messages with numerous typo errors. Apparently, i am
still getting used to my new phone, which is like a mini keyboard and the words are
compact to each other. TELL ME HOW NOT TO MISPELL?!

2) Ashiqin's joke: "This is not cicak, it's lizard." - Bet she was too freaked out
over the lizard that appeared in Ann's file out of nowhere. LOLS Btw, cicak and
lizard is the same thing, one is in Malay and latter in English :D

3) Ann's text message yesterday: "Haha, i know i'm talking to Nadirah if *'s name
is mentioned- no matter how half asleep i am. Gdnite" - This woman never fails
to make me just smile, even if she is 'insulting' me. and her mails (email and texts)
simply LOL LOL LOL. Jiwangzxzxz ah kiter kays! ;D

4) Boon Han finally agreed that i looked like a lady yesterday when i wore the dress
which actually made me looked as though i am going to a funeral. HAH

K, that's a lengthy post to feed. I think i need to grow taller, but i swear i don't
know how. Please don't mention about drinking milk, cos somehow, i conclude, i'm a
whee bit lactose intolerent. LOLS. k ah, bye!

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Guilty pleasure

2009-07-26T22:28:00.000+08:00

So, Liverpool's match against Singapore was worthwhile :D
Despite me not being the fanatic or even not present at the stadium, their
5-0 victory was indeed worthwhile :D

What's more the players...... Lovely.
I'm so totally in love with the new guy, Nemeth (or Nemath?).
Cute, skillful, fast and oh, cute! And yea, the fan's scream-o-meter went
wild whenever Torres and Alonso had the ball. :D Me likey!!
The second half was really energetic. GAHH, how i wish i was there!

Neeways, kudos to Singapore side as well, kinda like the defence, though, it was
you know, the defence wall was broken 5 times. Nevertheless, the first goalie,
kinda cool lah. So, yea, it's a really nice match altogether :D
Didn't know that there are loads of Liverpool fans in Singapore...

So, this match left me with a vow ;
Save up and watch the next EPL club's game should any come to Singapore.
I really x 30489709780 hope Chelsea comes next season. Before Ballack leave the club
for good, and so on and so forth.

So, this Liverpool match also left me a guilty pleasure cos i was supposed to study GE.
Bottom line, i should aim for a high U for GE test. It's tough anyways, GDP here, GDP there.
Crisis Decade, Golden Age... GAHHH

Oh, MSN is a bitch today! >:/
Oh, Email is a bitch in the making too! >:/

Week 5 is next. Time passes so fast. The next thing i know, i will be growing white hair

P/S: Blogger had some problem, hence this ugly font and unable to enlarge any words! BEEECH!

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Bedek ah bedek

2009-07-25T16:20:00.003+08:00

So, today is Saturday, which means i'm supposed to be in rehearsal now.
But, my throat and signus didn't allow me to do so.
Har har har...

Daily highlights :

Monday (20th July) :
Received loads of wishes and pressies too :D Thanks
Class surprised me with donuts! :D Didn't expect whole class as one, agreed to
chip in! Woah, 1A07 thanks ah! :D Then lunched with girls at Compass Point.
Bought a rose keychain, then days after that, i broke the string, and yesterday in the bus
almost lost it. Gosh. Neeways, it's a pink rose, and now, the way i bended it, it looked like
a wilting rose already! -.-

Tuesday (21st July):
Supposedly Racial Harmony Day, but it turned to Student Leaders Investiture. Some other
kids from other class took our class seats, driving us to the super last, ultra back row. The
air-con was cold, and yea, Student leader = reminiscing Sec sch's memories.
Then, Econs remedial followed by History timed practice, then Kovan-ed with Anusha and
Boon Han to get TJY's birthday pressie, which i ASSUMED she liked it :D
Had a shagged night and hard time doing Hist tutorial preparation! ):
Happy birthday Mei Xuan and Mrs Ho (hohoho)

Wednesday (22nd July):
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TJY!! :D Also known as Nature Society President (ahem ahem).
It was also WillRun Trial Run, and i studied (did homework) while people running their
guts out. I swear it's a distraction. And, applause to Boon Han to have completed his 10km :D
Ended up the same bus as Jia Yi, Alicia and Anusha. :D

Thursday (23rd July):
Malay listening compre. It went OH-KAY. Sat at the front row. Oh, there was this part in the
exam where they mentioned about Jalan Ikan Merah (Red Fish Road). Ridiculous name!
Syai, Nadia and Cheen sent me to bus stop. LOLS. And Ris tempted me to eat Mammie
Maggi (is it how you spell it?) Oh, it was raining in the morning, how i wished i was in my bed!

Friday (24th July):
An ordinary day with what i expected beforehand yet i risked it. Emo siaaaaaa. Oh, signus
got in my way and didn't attend morning run (almost all A7 didn't). What's more it was raining,
and the sane thing to do was stay in bed as long as we can. HAH

Saturday (25th July):
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANUSHA RAI! (headprefect) :D wanted to wish her at midnight, but
i was lulled by the silence of the night. GAH. Woke up and told my mum i don't want go
for choir. Slept again, dreamt i messaged Anusha, in the end never. WTH.

Now : I NEEDA DO HOMEWORK YO! and this Yusoff Ishak face on $10 is staring hard at me-.-

Goshh, blog is getting more and more boring. Wells, can't blame me, cos life is boring as well.
That balance the equation does it?! Haha

Countdowns:
1 more week to WillRun (haven't train much, die ah die ah)
1 more week to last rehearsal (haven't memorize songs, die ah die ah)
12 more days to first concert.
13 more days to second concert (which falls on Thanksgiving which we are NOT going)
Approx 3 more weeks to fasting month
Approx 2 more months to Promos (death shit)
1 year till Anusha reaches M18
1 year (minus 6 days) till i reach 18 too (height doesn't tally though)
& a few moments to look at you before you leave me for good. (emo emo emo. lols)

When can i not dissapoint anyone and myself?

Trying to love homework as much,
Nadi♥

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Many many thanks.. (and sorry-s)

2009-07-20T20:16:00.003+08:00

Thanks 1A07 for the donuts (though i ate 2 bites)
Thanks friends who gave me presents (Ann and Az's present was huge and i looked like i just came back from shopping)
Thanks people who wished me :D (via FB or in school)
Thanks Ashiqin for tying ribbon around my hair (though i heard the ribbon was for something else)
Thanks Cikgu for giving me another present.
Thanks Vellie for showing us around Compassvale (i like i like!)
Thanks timetable for being so short today ;D
& Thanks everyone who made my day! WOOTS!

Now, the sorry-s.

Sorry BoonHan for not remembering when you wished me (Don't friend you for nothing sia...)
Sorry Azizah for asking you to come online again.....
Sorry A for giving the wrong signal (sumpahh wrong signal)
& Sorry parents for surfing the net on my new phone, despite knowing it will cost a bomb. (DEADDD)

K, pizza time!! :D :D :D

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Mummy! I'm 17!

2009-07-19T14:10:00.004+08:00

Days after days, months after months and TADAAAAA....
19th July is back again. And at 3.57PM, a human called ME existed.
So yeaaaa, MUMMY! I'm 17!! :D

On one end, i feel happy and blessed with all those sweet birthday messages i received
since midnight :D Thanks soooo much friends and family. (Yess, Anusha wished 12AM exact).
On the other far end, they said, another year older means another year wiser.
I'm not sure whether i fit the bill yet or not, but heck, I'M OLD!

Anyhoos, to self, HAPPY THE BIRTHDAY!! :D
and birthday wish?? -

1) Do well for Promos. (equivalent to getting to J2, but that sounded intimidating, to me)
2) Never ever get f*cked or stressed up. (Little will do ah)
3) Be nice and nice and nice.
4) Continue losing weight
5) Be able to run WillRun although i have no idea how sane i am to choose WillRun over Walk.
6) Oh yea, be a gooooooood person to someone, anyone, everyone :D

7) Be more feminine in dresses. Like seriouslyyy, ask Boon Han! He'll agree.

And also includes a few over-the-moon wishes like ;

1) To be Mrs Ballack
2) My parents secretly match make me to a Ballack family
3) Someone secretly bought tickets for me to watch a Live Chelsea match at Stamford Bridge
4) Be a Miss Universe one day
5) Either them (preferably L) noticed and felt the same way too (: *awww*

Yea, do laugh. Hurhurhur

ookays, better get to PW. PW and birthday doesn't sound right together. )):

Neeways, Nadirah Azman, 17 years living means 17 years old wiser. (HAHA)

Happy Birthday Self, you're 17 years ~~old~~ YOUNG!

P/S: Aunts and mum decided to send a birthday dedication over at the radio.
Mak kau, malu ke pe.... Thanks Neeways people :D

OH OH OH, THANKS SO MUCH TO THOSE WHO WISHED ME THRU SMS, FB & CALLS!
Thanks Nad, Cheen and Syai for the unexpected call and the 'touching' song, very the
Unneke Tawud. LOLS LOLS LOLS. Thanks Arif, for unexpected wish, like seriouslyyyyy.
Thanks uncle for new phone. (Oh Oh Oh, people people, i lost most contacts, don't mind
include your name too in your sms!) and Thanks again :D

MEI SHAN! I need to tell something!! Get back to me!!!!!

Feeling blessed, Nadi♥

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Is this the moment i look you in the eye?

2009-07-12T23:41:00.002+08:00

OMG! Malay A Levels Oral totally slipped my mind.....
no preparation = count on luck.
Hope my nervous system will be stable once i had my eyes set on the examiners.

GAHHH, tonight is sooo hectic.
After Macs meal (fats fats, how to run), everything started to go unplanned.
GAHHH GAHHH GAHHHHHH.....
PW ah PW. PW ah PW.

So now, i'm totally unsatisfied, lazy, panicking deep down inside, confused, blur,
unorganised, damn lazy to eat and importantly sleepy.

So, question of the day, WHY AM I STILL HERE?!

Word of advice: Facebook is damn addictive, try to avoid it when you know you have
a thing called homework and PW to do. Else, you will stay late at night panicking and
blaming time that passed so fast.....

Malay genes ah Malay genes, come to me...

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Permanent.

2009-07-10T22:26:00.004+08:00

It felt like it has been decades since i logged into blogger.
Obviously, school took half of my life span, and i had no time to even
use com -.- How i much i dread this vicious cycle (somehow).

Anyways to sum up, i shall give a few highlights for this past weeks :D
and yesss, i'll minimise as much :D So, first week of school was totally
hectic, with the new timetable (feeling neutral about it) and yesss, MYE results
crept into my hectic week. It wasn't as horrendous as i could imagine, Econs was
expected, no matter how much i tried to aim higher :D (wells, a high U will do the math).
Overall, H2 Malay was the best :D and i got over 35 points = no Parents' Nite :D
GP = no hope :D Conclusion, i have to work gazillion times harder for Promos.
Despite how much Global Economy and Long run and short run stuff kills me
(find both subs are now super linked with each other = double edged sword)

Next highlight was College Day (:
Yesss, it was last week, and i'm laggy enough to update to this date :D
And school turned 20 already. hawhawhaw.
Anyhoos, despite the freaking tiring rehearsal time that killed our Friday, it was really
an awesome performance in the end :D And i managed to remember 'Like an Eagle'
lyrics within one day = no stage fright. WOOTS.
and yesss, Gala Dinner performance was also great. Should we had sang like this during
SYF, i tell you Bronze is nothing ah. (LOLS). Anyways, i believe in no use crying over
split milk. Neeways, it was good times :D and somehow thinking bout this, it makes
my life happier, and makes me feel that indeed i made a right choice to enter sucha
CCA that i deep down wished i would never have joined again :D
Pics do the talking aites :D

Rehearsals :

College Day (:

Since the song was about Eagles, everyone started to spam the whiteboard with all

kinds of 'eagle' drawing which ended up looking like parrot, duckling etc. LOLS

and the craziest thing, everyone was like "Eh! Look at my bird", which sounded

kinda wrong. HAHA

SRJC CHORALE IS LOVED :D
And, seniors, will miss y'all like hell :D Practices w/o you guys seemed awkward.
and to J1s, who planned to quit or quited, damn you guys :D will miss y'all (:

Alrights, that's all i could remember other than trying to chiong hard to get
stuff done. Pretty much lifeless, but i had to really thank Ann, Az and Nila's companies
to make my day better :D Thanks sooo damn much :D

and Ann and Az, Thanks ehhhh for the world's most 'tak perlu' prank just now :/
So, i gotten the moral of the story : Don't leave your phone to even your innocent
looking friends, cos you never know when they might change their contact name and
inserted someone else's name (which you dread when it is mentioned) in it and SMS-ed
you saying 'I like your smile'.. LIKE WHATTT.

But it's okay. No joke, no fun :D I'm forgiving(:

I think i'm over charging my phone >:/

Shocks and shakes.
I assume that your only reason was boredom. I'm tired playing this game,
when i realised, i never gotten over it. I'm just not prepared for anything else.
Deep down, you know i wished we never had to agree and bid goodbye.

Kays, needa do PW. See, the only reason i switched on com was schoolwork.
WTH. ABCDEF!

10 more days to ageing. (Not even looking forward to it, like seriously...)

H1 Malay A Levels on Monday. A Levels???!! Kidding me manzxz ):

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We shall call it an end.

2009-06-28T00:04:00.003+08:00

Okays, school starting like tomoro (it's past midnight now)... and i don't really
like it >:/ Wells, who does. So, saw the new timetable and i have to say GOODBYE
to my slacky Tuesday cos there's no such thing anymore. )): So, no more 3-4
hours break, the longest one is a 2 and a half hour one. I should be lucky... RIGHT?!

But, just one thing, it will be a little rushy, cos everything's just got squeezed in the morning.
Woah, this school is good at squeezing after all yea?! :D and CT period ends at 4 :D
Oh greattt. :D That's all the motivation, nothing much..... ):

So, start of term = start afresh = new term resolution (is there such a thing?)
Anyhoos, here's what i intend to do after term start, better keep my fingers crossed
that in a way or another i may be able to achieve it.. :

- Totally no little procrastination.
- Be nice to everyone and anyone and everyone :D :D :D
- Not intimidate people no more, no more, no more!
- ~~Not~~ stone a little in History.
- Stop looking at pens during Econs lecture ~~(die ah, sure free publicity)~~
- Not fall asleep during Math lecture. (Wilson's Eclipse sweet will help)
- Not be a monster in History lecture (temptation temptation to zzz)
- Listen more during Econs tutorial, and ~~not~~ try not to laugh loud.
- Not be a dead log in Malay class (the sec school's 'dead log' syndrome lah)
- ~~Stone more, study less~~. Study more, stone less.
- Pass PE, even it takes me 24908130948 years later. (Hah hah)
- Michael Ballack is the ONLY motivation and no one else (see bout that, heh)
- Don't look out of window during GP ~~at all~~ too often. (may send wrong signal to gardener, lol).
- Get PW done efficiently ~~no matter how much gazillion tons of blood i lose.~~ :)
- TRY to finish homework.
- TRY not to skip choir practices. :D
- Eat ~~less.~~ not so much.
- Sing 'Dancing Queen' everywhere. HAH

So, if a few of the things mentioned above are well achieved/accomplished, hence
i think i may be able to get a ~~good~~ better grade than now :D
One step at a time :D :D :) :) :(

As a first move, to make a nice, accomplished Sunday tomoro, i shall get a little more of
Econs done and get my online Malay thingy done. No matter how stupid it will be on the
forum page, where everybody will read it. T.T Reluctance x 10000.

Oh, MSN decided to be a bit*h today, and couldn't log me in. ):
My MSN life. )): Oh, practice just now was better :D 'Dancing Queen' is heartszxzx.

SCHOOL ): -currently playing all kinds of sad, emo songs in playlist-

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Look into your heart..

2009-06-26T13:25:00.002+08:00

A fast one, sooooo, going out soon with aunts and mum and cousin.
To of cos, typical makcik-s haunt, and yea, somehow i'm dragged there,
no matter how much reluctant i may get now. I MISS TEE-VEE )):
Anyhoos, my only motivation now is only foood and fooood :D

School starting soon, and trust me, i'm chiong-ing hard to get stuff done :D
Stayed up till 2AM yesterday for GP :D and yessss, i think i should stay up more
regularly to produce a better quality of work :/ But then, i wake up late, and i still hadn't
find a solution on how to make me awake on Monday morning ):

Alrights, other than school work and deep down wishing school will not start next week,
the moving house issue came and haunt again. This time, it's even worse, the same area,
a few blocks away from my current house and it's just beside aunt's house.
It's like the same neighbourhood -.- but i think moving one storey up is lamer. Anyhoos,
again, our reluctance took over the excitement as time pass. Somehow, i do feel the
reluctance most. Perhaps this current house, witnessed all our family history, from
my late grandmother, to my birth and deaths of family members. Yea, this house witnessed
it all, and what's more it's a family 'treasure', it's hard letting something that people knew it
so well, like ABC. Seriously, all family members know this house and the place itself
reminded them of so many stuff. That's how nostalgic and old my house sounds like now :/

Bottom line, i guess, this is the house i'm gona stay till like, it's en bloc or whatt, last
resort :D

Alright, that's all, gona get ready sooooon :D Oh, choir tomoro, i must go ):
There goes, another mood dampening one and yea, exercising your stomach muscle T.T
Oh yea, i am sick >:D Thankfully not that dreaded flu :D It's a normal fever, and it's stupid and
thrilling at the same time when i was required to wear the mask in the doc while waiting.
It made people walking by the doc in that paranoid face. WAHAHA

Okok, aunt called. Food food.
OH, RIP KING OF POP, he sure is legendary.

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Boom Boom Shake Shake...

2009-06-22T22:17:00.003+08:00

Okays, for now, school will be reopening on the same date, still.
http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/437803/1/.html
i can't believe this is the only news that is related to H1N1 that i read till the end. T.T
Anyways, this means.... 6 more friggin daysssss!

I'm so in deep hot soup (wanted to use shit, but nahh). PW and GP and Malay.
I'm screwed. Oh History too. Now, i want to use the word SHIT :D
Oh come on, extend lah lah lah. Pity us us us. I mean, this virus can be contagious,
so, why not, just lock the school for a few more days. Come on, we can hold our anxiety
going back to school (giggles). So, please please please.

What's more, i can't sleep till 3am doing nothing :D And yea, this also means i can
ONLY wake up when the sun on top of my head (okays, that works if it's directly
translated to Malay, heh). Anyhoos, it bears little difference if school starts next week
or the week after or after after. After all, results will be creeping in. GAHHH.

Anyways, went back school today :D Long since i went back, and thanks to ANUSHA,
my bus ride was not as sleepy as i could imagine. You know, where i fall asleep then i woke
up at the interchange, then took the same bus again, and ended up at the other interchange.
WOO, sounds fun now :D :D :D Anywayzxzx, after sooo long, singing SYF pieces can be
awkward. :/ andineedtoworkharderthanithinkineedto.

k, talked too much :D
I'm loving Pitbull's songzxzx, they kept me awake :D
Hafta start homework...... TOMORO :D (today, i shall sleepzxzx)

Neeways, to all going Camp Aspire, BYE. Hah (sinister laugh)
And i shall continue to sleepzxzx while they play games :D (another sinister laugh)
Darker note (lols), i will miss MINAH ): AGAIN )):

wants to go East Point. =x

Btw, needs to find a common celeb (preferably GUY) that both Jasper and I like.
It's tough i swear. Jasper, can Micheal Ballack not?! ;D

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Eh Eh Eh...

2009-06-20T17:17:00.003+08:00

Plan one was DONE....
I will miss you and I will always love you.
- Taken from big-bike-love-theory.bs

EH, that URL sounded familiar huh?! HAHAS, anyways, wtf was i thinking.
Wells, wells, wells, there is a tiny voice saying that "He's there, apologise again".
The thing is, when things started to resurface, every single shit sounded so wrong.
Okays, they said things happened for a reason :D
So, let it be :D WHOOWHEEWHOO.

Anyways, i should be in Bugis now, and no, things just happened again.
Really shhesssshhhh. And yea, did i mentioned how much i despise this laziness in me?
GAHHHH....

Better do something productive. Anyhooos, HAPPY FATHERS' DAY :D
(advanced) to my old restaurant guy :D

Hope what he said bout restaurant opening in Jakarta was a lame joke to make me,
awake? Anywayssss, dad, i love you manymanymany despite your jokes that are either
tak perlu or LAME. read me. L-A-M-E.

And yeaaa, to my uncle, whom i already regard as dadddy ;D (above, the botakzxzx one)
Love ya too :D *aww, saying that just tickles me*
Oh, i found a pic of him and me (when i was little then) with his super kental pants. LOLS

I forgotten there's a thing called Gp homework.
Screw me. Screw life. Screw you. Screw money. Screw sleepy eyes.
Oh, changed playlist to more of Lady Gaga's songzxzx. I so hearts her songssss :D

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Bless you sweetheart.

2009-06-19T23:34:00.004+08:00

A week has past, and all thanks to Anusha's light slap, i was awakened that i need to get my dearest homework done. But, the rate i'm going, i guess i have to gamble and trust my probability instinct to see which one need to be handed up first. (AH, Math, screwyou). Seriously speaking, i should have done homework a whee bit earlier (AHH, there goes Nadi's speech of being a regret dumb dumb). Anyhoos, just a thought, WHY IS THERE NO MCQ?! Life could have been easier with MCQ homework rather than frantically writing down at most 3 pages essay >:(

SO, my week i have to say, loadsss of things went unplanned. And i hate that. I had to call PW outing an OFF, due to certain reasons. (Things just happened without informing me beforehand). So, sorry guysss :D I'm a bad leader alright ): And oh, i also proved that i can be sucha spoilt that i can spent more than a hundred bucks of someone else's money in just one afternoon. I deserve a spank do I! >:/ And yea, i hate callers whose number is either 'Unknown' or just some number that i didn't save cos i will end up speaking in my utmost rudest voice. GAH, sorry :D

Choir's tomoro. It's sucha mood dampening when i have to sacrifice my Saturday afternoon trying to fit in, correct my pitch and get my self esteem un-boost in a four wall soundproof (i think it is), air-con room ): Why just MC drop from the sky and i catch it. Or simple, why can't i get my ass out of Singapore. I dread staying home when it's 'HOLIDAY'. Geddit, holidays meant to be somewhere else...... ): Money money money. Screw you, you worthy paper. I wish i had money tree and water it everyday, and money grow on it :D

Alrights, this sounds more like a ranting post. Not really in that mood probably. Anyhoos, dad's home and it's already past midnight. Funny that i am feeling sleepy now. My usual sleep time now exceeded to 2. Yea, that's why Ann kept on telling me that i am penyakitan. LOLS.

Anyhoos, it's already 19th June, so it meanssssssss..... I got less than a month to my ageing day ): *really really sad face*. WHY WHY WHY WHY! I don't want to turn 7-teen when i feel oh so 6-teen-ish. Wells, they say another year older means another year wiser (HAH HAH). So, yea i have less than a month to enjoy days as a 16-ner. And then, KAPISSSH, i'm old.

Yea, the more words i typed, the more it sounded like a rant. I shall stop here. :D

And oh oh oh oh, Ballack and Samir Nasri went to same holiday destination in America :D Gosssh, how i wish i'm there now. It's like killing two birds with one stone. Geddit, Samir Nasri and Ballack?! And oh, i FINALLY dreamt of Ballack, shirtless (no chest hair thankfully) and took a picture with me! :D :D :D :D :D The dream was sooo soo vivid that for that moment i forgot he was married to a lady named Lambe. HOHOHOHO. Anusha yet to dream of Torres and Oh La La. LOLS.

Hey, that made me high :D So, ending here with a lighter side of life :D

Oh, mum is digging her ol' time treasures behind me :/ What a time....

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4ever young.

2009-06-15T21:30:00.005+08:00

Alrights, hang on tight, cos this post, will be lengthy (even though i promised myself to
minimise what i have to say) and there'll be loadds pics in it. So, here it goes. Don't tell
that i don't give an advance warning. *with that makcik tone*...

SOOOOO, Yesterday also known as 14 June 2009, Sunday.
We had our 4th 4e1'08 gathering. Yea, 4th and still counting.
Though i missed 2 gatherings, which are the odd numbers one. HAH.
Anyhooos, yesterday was a blast indeed though i spent half of my time near the
BBQ pit instead of catching up with the peeps. However, i still feel the heat (from BBQ
pit) and of cos, the laughter and joy that filled the air at ECP, pit C9 :D

Here's the summary :D
- We had 5 superwomen who did shopping, BBQ-ing (the rest helped though), preparing
the food and trying to start the fire.

And so, once again, the day is safe, thanks to...... THE BBQ Girls :D

- Everyone did not really change much, except for hairdo. Thankfully none had those fanciful,
weirdo hairdos. And yea, i loveeeeee loveeeeee ChoonLin's and SuPing's hair :D
(nope, not Roy's though, cos he looked even more ah beng-ish)

- Nishanth may consider selling satay as his future career. Seriously speaking, he BBQ-ed
them like one professional satay maker, and yea, he is funny. So, whee, a package of
a future satay maker. Fret not, your 4e1 classmateys will be your regulars okays ;D

Nishanth and the his future regulars.

- Saw Farid at the above pic? Yea, he was kinda 'high' yesterday.....
Imagine the whole journey home with him, from him repeating the same old line of
'Take picture' when being asked take bus or cab, to hopping to empty seats in the bus :/
Farid Farid Farid. But, he did entertained me :D

- Mr and Mrs Ho popped by with their 2 kids (yay, 2 kids). And yea, they're like a happy
family :D Brendon is still shy as ever. Like meeeeee xD (Mr Ho said one okays).

- All the guys came (wheee) but something in them still never change. Yerps, they're
still long way to go to be a gentleman (minus off Peter).

TSKKKK.

The BARN-s

Update update! Bala, broke his voice *claps* and and he's becoming more and more

handsome. AHH, i miss him as my crap buddy/partner/owner of Lala-land ;D

- And one more thing that 4e1'08 never ever change is being indecisive. Hah.
Wells, i take that as the unique side of us ;D

Alrights, more pics....

Classmateys who were in the choir. Only one sole survivor who still in choir.
Guess who? LOLS.

They said, the contradicting couple, but i said, we are the cutest everrrrr ;D
Right horneyyy? xD

Anyways, here's what the gathering all about, we fan-ed(violent violent) + BBQ-ed

Talk-ed (sweeeet)

Play-ed.

Joke-ed.

and most of all, LOVE :D

Pictures of the day:

P/S : MeiShan, we can be models already lahh. LOLS. OH, Lovesss her anyways. ;D

Credits to Ms CHONG YINSHAN for the pics. (took from her facebook).
Special Thanks to Ms ANUSHA RAI for organising it (organise again okays).
and Thanks to those who came, finished the food and of cos, brought so much joy in
this occasion. :D Lovessssss you'all. It's a sad thing that 8 (or 9?) didn't turn up ):

4E1'08 is ♥dddddd till like......... EVER :D
Cos, nothing will ever ever replace them :DD You'll never walk alone peeps :D

Happy belated birthday to Azhar and Mick (my loyal fan still, You rocks man!)

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Oh gosh, you're so gay.

2009-06-13T10:53:00.003+08:00

Lambert also revealed a crush on Allen, who was his roommate for much of the two singers' run on "American Idol."

"He's the one guy that I found attractive in the whole group on the show: nice, nonchalant, pretty and totally my type -- except that he has a wife," Lambert joked.

:O :O :O :O :O :/

Thank god American Idol season is over, or else....

Anyhooos, it's a good thing that he didn't hide his real identity.

So, yea, he's a gay. But, yea his voice, is still damn good.

Isn't Kris Allen scared?!

Anyways, gathering is 24 hours awayyy :D (approx)

Can't wait can't wait :D

And Thanks YinShan for sharing such important piece of news.

So, if any wants to check it out on your own, if you're still rubbing your eyes in disbelief,

here's the webbie :D http://au.news.yahoo.com/a/-/entertainment/5641729

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Ha Ha Heart...

2009-06-11T21:24:00.004+08:00

Yes, as you can see, i am that free to change to a new blogskin, despite
i have loads more homework to complete. Oh nadi, you're so pro xD
Anyhoos, it's a navi one, and yesss, i've broke Jasper's 'code' on not
using navi skin. Hawhaw. I think he is overseas now.... :/
Faster come back lah Chim, if you are :D

So, as i was doing History (aha, something at least), i realised President Kennedy,
or rather, President John F Kennedy (lols) is actually quite good looking.
Wanna see?

Told ya, so, dear Geo people (points to Syai, Atiqah and other geog enthusiast),
this is the beauty of History, which is able to see handsome dudes in the past when
geographers only look at rock, mountains and sky in the past.
See, a blessing in disguise. Isn't it? :/ Heh.

So, i kinda miss camwhoring. though, i have to say, i have a pretty much ugly face. :/
So, i can't wait for Sunday. 3 more days. 3 more days. 3 more days
So, i somehow wish i'm able to skip Sat's practice. (MC, drop from the sky) >:(
So, i find talking about LAH to people is a no harm issue. (haha)
So, i still have tons of assignments to do and i still act like i have nothing to do.
So, PW is like a double edged sword; love it or loathe it. and i'm in the middle.
So, i am catching 'From G's to Gents' again, though i already know who won :/
So, i wish i can laze in bed 24/7 and do nothing. *iheartssleep*
So, i feel like having one too when i heard about couples. >:/
So, they expected me to spend more time with them and i don't know how to react.
So, i am sitting on the fence. :S
So, i wish that i am able to get over this fear that has been killing me. (sounds emo, gahh)
So, i am a bad piano learner, apparently, i don't even know what i want. (sorry Khai)
So, there goes another thing down the drain (told ya, give me something impossible again)
So, i shouldn't count on my lime green luck no more. :D
So, you think i am emo? Hah
So, i bet you have had enough of my 'So',
So, i shall leave, and and and........

i will go figure what i will do next... :D

it's a boring+random+redundant post after all.

Ha Ha Heart, isn't that a catchy phrase? - created by moi, hoho -

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Cos you're worth it...

2009-06-09T17:04:00.002+08:00

Alrights, these few days (3 days actually) was spent with family :D
Yeayea, it's actually a two days and a half since Saturday afternoon was spent
in practice, which in the end, turned out to be a low-your-self-esteem session.
Screw ya'll orang-orang moosic xP

Drop that topic down, so yea, spent 2 days and a half with family :DD
So, Saturday evening to midnight was spent at aunt's house :D
Talked, crapped, talked, crapped. Then night walked with two cousins,
since they wanted to know what's in store in the neighbourhood. Being the tour
guide, brought them all the way to Bendemeer Road. Call that a long long long
night walk :D and somehow 'walking down memory lane' to me, since these routes
used to be routes to Sec school :D good ol' times :D
and oh, walked while eating ice cream, gossh, what could be better
than this???!! :D Next time, we shall explore more :D

Then Sunday-ed at aunt's place again.
Again, ate, talked, crapped. And i was down with flu. Goshh, my nose :/
In the evening, a distant relative came to aunt's house. And i swear i will not
talk to him anymore. No more, no more! It's like talking in a principal office, with that guilt
that you've done the biggest sin in your entire life :/ Just becos he's an old, going-to-retire
teacher, he bombarded us (cousin and I) questions regarding school and Malay.
What theeeee... i swear i'm sooooo not talking to that macam paham pakcik again.
Never never never never never.... Side note, i am thankful that he is only a distant relative,
imagine if he is a relative, family gatherings will be the same as the trip to the Principal's
office. :o :o :o :o Oh, then, at around 8pm, accompanied aunt and cousin cabbed to
their house at West Coast to get their stuffs then cabbed back to aunt's house.
The highlight was of cos, sleeping in the cab, it was somehow a long journey.
So, WHEEE :D *iheartssleep*

Alrights, that was a huge chunk above.
HAHA, more to come..... So, Monday was outing :D :D :D
Lunch-ed at this Ayam Penyet restaurant (?) along Arab Street, worth a try though
the service was slow and food wasn't really fulling =x (serving kinda small).
Then walked to Bugis, went to BHG and the new shopping mall opposite :D
GOSHH, my life is getting more and more Bugis-ish. Saturdays spent there, and
even outings are there. :/ Then, got tired, drank and ate somemore at Banquet (lols).
Tired of Bugis area, cabbed to Parkway Parade. WHOOWHEEWHOO.
Aunty bought a new school bagpack for me. WHOO WHOO WHOO :D
THANKS AUNT! :D :D :D :D :D Lovessss it <3.
Then, had my Spotty Dog iceeeee creammm. WHEEWHEEH. Aunt's home
shortly after then home-d :D :D :D

AND OHHHH, I WATCHED PATD's WORLD STAGE PERFORMANCE ALREADY!
AND BRENDON LOOKED SO CUTE! BRENDON URIE, YOU'RE SO MINE. (lols)

so, that sums up my 2 and a half days spent with family, thus abandoning the motive of
this holiday = Do homework + Study ):

and yeaaa, i'm getting lazier and lazier, that's why i dread holiday despite the lonnnng
sleeep time i have *iheartssleep*. Anyhoos, PW meeting tomoro, and i guess, i should
get my ass off this blogger screen and get back to assignments. Screw you E-learning.
And Anusha, please slap me if you see me :D Thanks :D

5 more days!! and and 1 more day till my Minah touch down :D
can't wait. can't wait. can't wait. See darl, how much i've been anticipating for your
arrival, and somehow darl, i already found the way to distress. Thanks MINAH. :D
Can't wait can't wait can't wait. (for both actually, hah)

You feared me to fall again.

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Kind gesture enough...

2009-06-06T10:30:00.003+08:00

A short one, just checked my mail since i had to send another mail cos,
i sent the PW thingy to the wrong person, meaning not in my group
at all and even not in my school now instead of own group mate :/
ADRIANNNN ! If you checked your mail, and you see some GPP word,
i'm so so so so so sorry, the mail is not meant for you.
GOSHH, talking about blurness and me :/ (note to self: apologise to Adrian)

And so, Felicia senior, sent us a cute little video of the 2nd SRJChorale.
Yea, it's one hell of a sweet and it's really a moving video. So, i shall just
put it here, cos it's worth watching Chorale's journey thus far.
So, here it goes, there's only one unglam pic of me, with Vivien doing the
'L' sign. No, she didn't call me a 'Loser', i think we were doing our secret convo,
by throwing all kind of lips reading and fanciful hand signs. LOLS

and we have to do CNY again next year????
I thought i had enough in sec school singing Cheena New Year songs :/

So, choir practice soooooon at 3.30PM. It's late siaaaa.
And and and and, 8 more days to 4e1'08 gathering :D :D :D ;D

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You sounds him...

2009-06-05T13:11:00.005+08:00

Long time since i blogged (4 days niaa), so here goes nothing :D

Monday : Pw-ed then Mint Museum-ed. (Pics are still not in my safe hands. LOLS)

Tuesday : Was a wheee bittt sick, so, somehow, Tueday got burnt :D

Wednesday : Ohhh, shitty day.. Malay LC-ed in the morn, then after less than
an hour spent in school, rushed back home to get Math quiz done. In the end, it was
stupidly, crapily done. Then at around 1 plus, headed back to school for practice T.T
And how's practice? It was awkward. And and, again, givensomethingimpossibletodo.

Thursday (yesterday) : PW-ed in the morn :D and yeaaa! we did what we are supposed
to do *applause* and then in the afternoon, had Mother-Daughter outing afterrrr
soooooo longgg abandoning outings with mom ! *woohoo* Glad that both of us
finally had the time and what's more, enjoyed it :D

Friday (today) : Malay Oral-ed in the morn. The second last person to do, thankfully,
Cikgu didn't doze off. I know i didn't elaborate much. )): Hope not to screw during the
real thinngg in July. (few days after birthday somemore, worse ah) and now,
hoping to do something productive. :D

So, i'm super duperrrr ecstatic right now, cos cos, i am finally doing something to my
MP3, which i didn't even touch for 3 years. T.T Anyways, ~~one big hugee, lumpy~~
~~burden down.~~ Yea, Mission X individual work down :D it was hardcore working
with you dearest X :D (lols). okays, i shall take back my words bout ~~'big hugee,~~
~~lumpy burden'~~, since this Mission X thingy is until end of Promos. So, now, it's just
a teeny weeny burden down ): Still, i am happy ! *woots*

Now, rude shocks were somehow what i felt these few days. Yea, had a few rude
shocks here and there. The most rudest shock, was when i am supposed to somehow
pull through and learn something bout piano in 2 weeks time. Tell me how i am gona
make it through, i hardly touch a piano, i don't have the slightest idea about reading
music. Tell me tell me ! Khairiyah, you know you are my saviour. ;D
Another rude shock was what my mum just told me. It got me into this :O for
quite a long time. Good thing no one saw, unless, these walls, have CCTV installed :D
Another rude shock (not that rude) was when, _____ sounds like ____. :O
You don't know? Go figure! But, i'm sure, no one will ever everrrr get it. (muaha)

So, yea end here. Most homework still left untouched. God bless me man.
I should start doing some PW now ):
Having practice tomoro (first time combined, cool cool) then off to aunt's house for
a lil, mini, family gathering (wells, heard a lot coming though). Can't wait meet
cousinssssssssssss :DD (if they come).

A few shoutouts ;
I will miss my Minah-Photog-tak-habis / Annisaa! :D
Have a sssssaaaaafeeee trip. I will miss talking online to you, and act like
minah with you darl )): Come back quick and don't forget at least a keropok for me.
Hahawhaw. Lovesssssss (:

Anddddddddd, i didn't know Jermaine not joining choir anymoreeee D:<
Will miss her hyperness loadsssss. and sorry for calling you Raissa that day
by MISTAKE. I was still shocked! Hoho. :D

can't wait for 4e1'08 gathering in like......... 9 more days? :D
Ohhh, Seremban trip postphoned to Dec 4th to 6th. *cynical look*

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80thh

2009-06-01T17:48:00.003+08:00

Wells, the previous post was pretty much a from-angst-to-keyboard kinda thing.
Yea, it was pretty much written from the emotional imbalanced me.
Wells, it's ok now :D somehow, people don't really act rational though they
have brains and old enough to think......

Anyways, i hate my immune system D:<
mom just walked into the room sometime ago and said i looked sick-ish.
Damn, i still got a practice to attend tomoro and a Malay LC the day after next.
and PW meeting on Thursday. I don't wish to be weak now, where's my
TOUGH COOKIE goes to?! )): Gossh, please make me better.
I don't want to get sick just yettt. )):

anyhoos, new bed is already here (woohoo), and somehow, my bed is now all pink :/
Yea, pink pillows, now pink bed. Gosh, i'm not that into pink now... :/

and oh, here's a funny convo ;

. N a d i r a h , ♥ I'm a DOVE. says:
:/
Right now says:
?
. N a d i r a h , ♥ I'm a DOVE. says:
idk
. N a d i r a h , ♥ I'm a DOVE. says:
cute face whattt
. N a d i r a h , ♥ I'm a DOVE. says:
hahas
Right now says:
cute meh?
Right now says:
lol
Right now says:
i tell u ah
Right now says:
*nadi deleted the content*
. N a d i r a h , ♥ I'm a DOVE. says:
:/
________________________
Right now just sent you a nudge.
________________________
Right now says:
other response pls
. N a d i r a h , ♥ I'm a DOVE. says:
/:
_______________________
Right now just sent you a nudge.
_______________________
Right now says:
dun talk to you liao!
Right now says:
XP
. N a d i r a h , ♥ I'm a DOVE. says:
LOLS ?
.........................................................................................
and he seriously not talking to me now...
JASPER CHIM BELLY BELLY SORRY WOR ! ))))):

oh, i'm addicted to Facebook's quizzes, and there were some unexpected answers
that kept me LOL. :D

and bout that issue again, people, where's you put your poise and rationality?
I have to keep on emphasizing on rationality :D

oh, Mint Museum just now :D
it was greattttt (certain extent), and one student from our school (also J1) whose
father owned that place. I wonder wonder who, it's a cheena name, so, don't ask me:D
anyways, to me, museums already sound so boring, so yeaaaa, somehow it did
bore me with the endless collections of toys which was not my era (haha), anyways,
worth the experience and worth something for PW isn't it? Just one thing ;
If i were given one chance to go to museum, i will just pretend sick and try to avoid it
at all cost. HAHAHAHA. okays, now i sound like some.... anti museum person...
pics? inside phone, too lazy to upload or to even charge it D:
but most with Sandra. So, whheeewhhooowheee. (lols)

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Yippeeee Yay !

2009-05-31T14:04:00.003+08:00

And so.............. CHELSEA WON THE FA !
WOO HOO ! *throwing pom poms in the air*

It was a 2-1 victory, which actually supposed to be 3-1, but but,
the linesman didn't raise the flag. Damn. D:<
Anyhooos, WE GOT A CUP ! :D
So, YAY CHELSEA ! YAY BALLACK ! AND YAY ME ! :D

and yea, Ballack looked greaaaaat !
He was smiling all the way, though i saw him for only 20 odd minutes cos
he substituted Belletti i think. Anyways, it was moderately a good match, though
i find the first half was a little too boring. :/ and Everton somehow showed quite a
tough match for Chelsea. Though the cup looked slightly smaller than Champ
League one or even BPL's (maybe FA is less important), i'm happy already
they got a cup, better than nothing.

So, end of FA marks the end of soccer for this season. NOOOOO !!
and next season will be in August = 2 more months !
AHH long wait ! But can't wait to see which player going to which club.
Heard Tevez going to Liverpool o.O . I find him a little cute. ahaha

okays, i better get back to assignment.
I swear i hate it when i am blur. And yea, a little more bout soccer player,
it's Fernando Torres. He's married already ! WOAHH. Seriously?!
Anusha, i feel your pain :D

I think i got a lot of things to do.....

* * T T F N * *

H for Holiday you mean?

2009-05-29T22:55:00.005+08:00

Okays, so, it's an official start of Holiday....
I tend to scream and shout over this fact, but today, i don't feel like so,
cos, is it really a holiday ? Let's see.....

There's 1) Assignments + E-learning (can't they just sum it to assignments instead
and make E-learning some other day. Yea, i'm too used to BSS's E-learning
system which usually fall within my birthday period. Hoho)

2) CCA, at least twice a week. And all Saturdays are all gone all thanks to combined
rehearsals at SLO. (again). Other than preparation for Esplanade performance,
we still have College Day, where i bet we gona bore the crowd with the same
old SYF songs. I bet the principal can sing along already. :/

3) PW. Oh, someone's a leader. So, i have to make an effort to organise meetings and
get things done. Hmmmmmmm Hmmmmm *skeptic look*

And, yea 1) (extenstion) Assignments. With some left me a huge question mark esp
the Mission X thingy (which Yao accidentally said as X-men, lols). :/

So, holiday? HMM, not quite......
wells, side note, I'M A DOVE ! :D
Yea, got to realise that during PW lecture thingy, so, conclusion, i have to be
a little hard on teammates ! *fat joke*
but HEY ! I'm a gentle, patient and heart over head person. Gosh, see the good
side of me man.... LOLS

And and another plus point!-with CCA and all, i think i can already have the chiong
feeling back again. And so, i can easily get my ass back to work. It's good when
somehow busy schedule makes you be productive at times :D

and yea, to add on, i totally dropped my LAH issue, cos, giving an intimidating
look to them will just distant them away from me. So so so, i shall be extra myself
and heck care with LAH. I'm all Ballack-ish / Jared-ish back again !
WOO HOO, welcome back life...

And, FA finals tomoro. :D
Aunt's house tomoro, after soooooooooooooo long. (!)

and, i miss themmmmm )):

can we like go out during the holidays, despite our busy schedules. :D
Loves♥ (:

&&& Econs Lecture just now was hilarious and somehow, i did learn something.
And yea, the 'More, Less' joke is super LOLS ! WOOOTS ! :D
Mr Phay is gooood ! 8D

I didn't view Blue Orange = death ! :O

Goodnight old infatuation... (i hope)

* * T T F N * *

Oh shit me.

2009-05-28T18:36:00.002+08:00

I am feeling fever-ish now.
Damn, my immune system is that bad. But, i guess
i can't skip school tomoro, i have quite a lot of things to be done tomoro..
The PW leader briefing in the morn, then i still need to view blue orange
of the lectures i missed despite MYE is already overrrr (shows that angry look),
hate it when they said 'Compulsory' GARRR. And oh, there is Malay
Listening Compre and yea, who can forget about the 2 hours Econs Lecture.
Shit me, it's an un-ordinary Friday D:<

Okays, drop about it, received a forwarded SMS yesterday.
Thought of forwarding it as well, but well, i have been sending numerous SMS-es
nowadays, so i rather not test my mother's Scream-o-Meter when the bill is out.
So, anyways, feel free to do this test. I find it true enough, don't believe me?
Do try it out and oh, do have a calculator with you if you can't do mental calculation
like me *ahem*. So, yea here it goes ;
.......................................................................................................................................................

Test that can predict your IDOL
Pick 1 fav number from 1 to 9. Use that number and times 3.
Then plus 3 then times 3 again.
You will get 2 digit numbers. Add the 2 numbers and find your fav idol
in the list below ;

1) David Archuleta
2) David Cook
3) Michael Jackson
4) Paris Hilton
5) Jonas Brother
6) Hannah Montana
7) Katy Perry
8) Fergie
9) Yours truly, Nadirah
10) Jay Chow

So, i think you know the answer, it's true isn't it?
Wells, you can always redo it over and over again. But yea, the fact is,
the answer is always true ! :D So, know your IDOL ! :P

.....................................................................................................................................................

Alrights, before i end, BARCELONA WON THE CHAMP LEAGUE !
WOO HOOO ! No more Man Utd ! Yesssss lah ! :D
So, watched a little of the live match in the early morn. It was 63 mins then,
and dad woked me when i think the match is around 70 odd minutes to tell me
Barca scored the 2nd goal already ! Then, i totally slept in peace. LOLS
But, managed to catch the encore in the afternoon and Barca totally deserved it,
since Man Utd missed their chances. So, too bad xP
and mind you, it's a 2-0 victory. HAHAHAHA !
Can't help it, but to say, in your face ! Wahahaha ! xP
and yeaaaa, i think Lionel Messi is cute and Xavi too :D
And i like the cup. Super niceeeee ! LOLS
Okays, that's random about the trophy.
Anyhoos, can't wait for Chelsea's match this Saturday ! :D

alrights, enough of me?

* * T T F N * *

Chasing Pavements...

2009-05-26T20:59:00.005+08:00

Ever since end of Mid Year, my eyes were glued on this screen. :/
I should stop later, cos i have been here for more than 4 hours already.
So, due to Syai's influence, i bloghopped and bloghopped like there's
no tomoro or the day after tomoro. Basically, what i have learnt is that
in order to make your blog attractive, you need glitter-ish background,
weird spellings and and photos, lots of it, of what ? Of yourself....

HAHA, yea, that's what made up of a 'Minah' blog.
No offence, but seriously, their intros, sounded kinda cliche, true enough.
So, i wana try using those weirdo spelling in this next section to sum up my
day today. So go figure ! :D Here goes nothing ;
..............................................................................................................................
So, tuhhday lahh kann harhar, gort PW. 1 hourrrr oniii .
So siaaannn, liddat oso nid cum backk skul. Hurhur.
Oh, dhey chose miee as leaderr. Mie leader ? HAHA,
mane blehh lahh kan. Imaginnee, mie leaderrr ? Hawhaw.
Aftuurrr PW, when breakkfasst wiif Atiqah, Syai, Cheen and Nad at KFC.
Wooo, ii loiike, ferst tiimme ii eat Twister meal euu knooww. Huhu.
Imma happiee gurrrl. Dhen, slacked fer a while lahh kan enn dhenn,
wie ended upp bloghopping at Nadia's lappy. Afturr dhat, went homee, dhen
wantedd watcch tee-bee but tuhh sleepii so ii wentt nappy lohh.
Hahaha, sleeppiiee pigg lahh kan..
..........................................................................................................................
OMG ! it's hard. So how was it ? Can ? Good enough ?
Haha, anyways, no offence, that was what i learnt.
It's really the art of language. (falling one)

Okays, so skip to next topic, cos, obviously i already summed up my
day for today above. It's about V factory now. Yea, in a way or another
i am somehow over Kris Allen's winning so, let's tone things down bout
American Idol and hence, divert attention to V FACTORY !
Yea, it's a new group, and the members are kinda cute as well.
They are the hip hop-ish group and yea, they danced well indeed :D
and the guy who got my attention is Jared Murillo ! :D

i think he's cute, though i don't really fancy guys with moles somewhere in the
face. But his hair and eyes just carried my heart away. and here are the V Factory.
Oh, i feel Asher Book is cute too :D

and this is their single that is currently hot and sizzling, Love Struck :D
it's worth listening ! :D

okays, next, before i end, it's BPL !
it already ended ! NOOO ! and the new one is only coming in August.
damn damn, no soccer. )):
and another sad news, Newcastle is the bottom 3, and they are out.
it's saddening cos, Newcastle and BPL sounded good together. So, without
Newcastle, it's kinda something. and pls, no more Michael Owen !
Kidding me man. And yea, Chelsea at third spot. wells....

that's a wrap. Still can't imagine i'm the PW leader = big responsibility= no slack.
However, i still feel i am the most slackest member :/
anyways, i heard the Seremban trip is post phoned. Thanks Swine flu !
LOLS. i mean i got no mood to go anywhere. So, that explains :D
and i lost another chance again. Wells, ___ is cold, what more could i say..
it's gona be a PW-ish week :D

* * T T F N * *

beeeeeeeeeeee-ch

2009-05-24T00:00:00.004+08:00

Yea, life's a bitch sometimes....

When you feel everything is perfectly going back to normal, shit happens.
And then, the curve comes back down to a negative (cos, sin curve are missed).

When you feel you already built that trust, it was again crushed, by
the same old shit. And i can't believe i am still looking at it.
I know it was meant to make us happy, but now.... ?
HMMM HMMM.

I can't get anything about Sajak nor anything Sastera-ish now.
Too bad, there is an exam on Monday. Oh man. It's Malay and i don't
get it ? I might as well take French and be a clown. :/

~~LAH doesn't seem to be a good motivation at all.~~ What the f.

My tummy is pain. PAIN PAIN PAIN. :/

I think i am sleepy.

The resurfacing issue is back again. So, that was why i was 'paranoid' over
my un-replied message. Then again, i shouldn't have this resurfacing issue, but
shit happened, and it was resurfaced. HAH, got it. It resurfaced, easiest to say.

MY TUMMY IS FREAKING PAIN !

I didn't know June holiday is like soon. And i don't even feel it coming. And
i am not exciting for it (kill me). And i didn't know that there is an Econs work
that is due 5th June. And it's included in my CA, that can pull up my so damn
powder-ful Econs.

I don't get it, what's so exciting about Seremban trip in June. I mean yea going
overseas to experience something rural, but, that's all ? Please just don't bore
me to pieces. No motivation, or if there is, there's nothing to be looked forward to.

okays, enough complaints. Bottom line : Life's a bitch sometimes, and it's worth
emo-ing. So, no questions if i were to emo one gloomy, bleak day. HAH

& My tummy is in pain ! GAHH

* * T T F N * *

10 things now.

2009-05-21T22:08:00.007+08:00

Here goes nothing....

1) Currently listening to Fergie's Big Girls Don't Cry. Reminded me of 2e1
daysssss. And, how much it sounded oh-so nostalgic. Eh, can't we have a 2e1
gathering? I know there's a 4e2 gathering this Saturday, and i'm feeling oh-so
jealous about it. 4e1, let's do one soooon ! :D

2) KRIS ALLEN IS THE AMERICAN IDOL !
Americans do like him, despite the stunning performance Adam Lambert had put in.
Shocking shocking news.Since, i would prefer Kris Allen to win, so,
YAY ! KRIS ALLEN YAY ! Can't wait for his album. :D And do spot his
picture in my handphone. Hohohoho.

(pic from Americanidol.com) :D

3) I watched American Idol finale for 3 times already. Call me insane and a freak,
cos i know, no sane or non-freak human will ever do that. See how much
American Idol entertained me. Feel my pain when it already comes to an end. ):

4) We will have a new washing machine tomoro. WOO HOO ! 8D
Bye ol' washing machine, you are far too good. (:

5) Remember bout that old myth of us wanting to move house. Yea, apparently,
getting a new washing machine and a new bed for me (1st June. 1st June !)
somehow a substitute for our 'moving house' idea. Brighter note, i still
love this place. Cos, nobody exactly know where is it (despite numerous
times trying to give that big picture) and Anusha still has to walk far far
to go my house in the future ! 8D the more i like it :D
Sorry MeiShan, no 107 for us ):

6) Instead of feeling all green after seeing this pic, i went AWWWWW.
So compatible. It's a picture Ann showed to me. It's Kris Allen and his
wife. They really looked nice. Damn. I wish my other half is like that.
Cute. Nice. Cute. Musical. Cute. Humble. Cute. Talented. Cute.

second look, they indeed looked compatible. What's more he is beyond
reach. And yea, he is taken, so what the heck ! I have to love his music then :/

7) I just deleted a whole post before this, then worked on this instead.
Speaking of insanity. Hurhur.

8) I am still feeling emo-ish. This is the aftermath of yesterday's convo man.
GOSH. Why why why ! I don't want to feel this way. I want to go on with life.
Well, should have known better. Let's just pretend that everything falls in place,
and there's nothing to be emo-ish about. Heh

9) As i mugged (nah, prefer studied) History days ago, i kept on questioning
myself this super irritating question ! "Why do i take this?"
GARRR, "Do i have a choice?"- MMM, i did, but i chose this.
SO, who to blame ? - Nadirah.
And then, the chain goes on, the questioning self went on -
"Do i really want to be here?", "Why i want to be here?".
It's irritating i swear. Wells, all i can say it, hope coming to a JC wasn't a bad
choice. Hope i can find that sunshine after rain (i love this) and i really
hope, this won't pop up again. No use regretting man.
Go on Nadi, go on.....

10) Let's end this post. With a side, small note : There's no one better than you. *sad face*
And emphasizing that KRIS ALLEN IS THE AMERICAN IDOL !
WOO HOO ! 8D & i still have a paper to go on Monday. Dangggg.

P/S : Where's Jasper Chim ? Why isn't he online ? *angry look*

* * T T F N * *

Do you ? Do you ?

2009-05-20T21:54:00.002+08:00

1 paper to go, and I'm good to go ! :D

Yea, so far, MYE was in between screwed terribly and screwed a little.
Conclusion, it's screwed. However, i wana put high hope and wish
upon some shooting stars (though spotted nothing) i want an E.
Gimme an E. *echoes E*...

I think the most screwed paper was Econs DRQ (Oh man). Don't tell me
about it. and oh, GP, i missed up all those theory and name something
out of ordinary. I bet they are laughing their guts out when looking at
my script. Wells, lesson learnt, needa more timeeeeeee.
It's like time is my big biggest enemy. GOSH.

Alrights, back to now, current situation. I mean no use whining over
those exam scripts. After all, that was all my brain could literally vomit out.
So, it's a 4 days break again (include weekends) for me to get back to self
and mug Malay Lit. Oh, this sounded so funny. I've never mugged for Malay..
HAHA. Okays, it better worth my mugging time, which i guess i will be
starting day after tomoro. My cute little brain needs rest too. And yea,
i'm totally tired. So, yea, it's a deserving break before my last paper.

Okays, next, AMERICAN IDOL ! Watched the performance show, and will
sacrifice my sleep to watch the result show early in the morning. I feel
that Adam was awesome, as usual, but Kris, i still like him, and really really
wish he is the one. Wells, again, if he is not, he will still make an album, so
after all, not really a loss. Can't wait for his album. I find his musical arrangements
are rather unique and his voice..... No need to elaborate anymore. HAHA

Oh yea, Man Utd already kissed the cup of BPL. Damn, what's new right ?
Just hope they won't lay another kiss on that Champions League cup, that's all.
HAHA. but, somehow, i was smiling when they won. Something's wrong with me.
Anyhoos, seeing their games and all, yea, they really deserved the credits.
(can't believe i just said that). And can't wait for Chelsea's match against Everton
for the FA on 30th May ! WOOOHOOO ! 8D

alriteys, i find my post is lengthy, so stop here. Shall turn in early to
watch the finals tomoro morn ! WOOO HOO. GO KRIS ALLEN ! :D
and oh, a few shoutouts ;

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHRIS :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHEN XIN ! :D
Best wishes okay guys ! :D
& Thanks Petarrrrrr. :D It's nice to have someone going through the same
thing as i am now. HAHA, that sounds so serious. Anyhoos, Thanks :D

and till then...
Do you ? Do you ? Cos i do, i do.
Funny when sometimes the feeling just come creeping in, when you least
expected it. It's normal. Is it ?

Oh, Kamsani got into Top 20 of Anugerah !
I know that dude can sing ! Hawhaw.
So, my support goes to him now, apparently. Go school matey ! :D

* * T T F N * *

The worlddddd

Everybody has their days

Eeenie Meenie

The power of mind

My name is NadirahB

What somebody like you

If we ever meet again (:

You're a lamer.

Come back soon.

An angry person

Because they said so.

We love..

I think I'm mad.

Let me waste my youth for a while.

You're rejected (like finally!)

Thanks for leaving argh!

I don't tip mercy guys (lols)

The story of that passive guy (urgh)

3,2,1 FUN!

Please say it's not me.

Just pull the trigger.

We call this AWESOME! (:

Bad Romance

Subject to change.

Bitter heart.

Maybe I'm dreaming.

The bird and the worm (:

Fireflies.

Our future love (:

Where my silent mode yo!

What a wonderful world..

Guys who have no life.

Am still LADY LIKE!

We are GOLDEN!

And I shall shoot your legs if you move.

Mungkin nanti?

Run this town tonight..

Walk the streets to your door..

You're good and i'm drunk.

Cat calls (:

Forever is over..

It's fragile, not broken.

Uh oh uh oh.

Tell me something i don't know.

If i could to take a step back.

It's not me, it's you.

Trying to find the fresh page to start.

I b*tch you, you b*tch me.

Forever is never (:

Extended holiday......FOR MOI!

It's been here the whole time (:

She wear high heels and I ain't get any higher

Guilty pleasure

Bedek ah bedek

Many many thanks.. (and sorry-s)

Mummy! I'm 17!

Is this the moment i look you in the eye?

Permanent.

We shall call it an end.

Look into your heart..

Boom Boom Shake Shake...

Eh Eh Eh...

Bless you sweetheart.

4ever young.

Oh gosh, you're so gay.

Ha Ha Heart...

Cos you're worth it...

Kind gesture enough...

You sounds him...

80thh

Yippeeee Yay !

H for Holiday you mean?

Oh shit me.

Chasing Pavements...

beeeeeeeeeeee-ch

10 things now.

Do you ? Do you ?

I btch you, you btch me.